Impossible Love

Chapter 12- Orphan

He brought me flowers. Do you understand me, he brought me freaking flowers. That is so sweet.

"Thankyou so much" no ones ever brought me flowers before. "It's cool. Did you hurt your foot or something" he said to me as we were 'walking' into my house. Oh god. I'm going to look like a fool when I tell him. "I err, was running up the stairs, stepping two at a time, and well I had a little fall.." I sound like a child. And now, now he's laughing at me. Well don't I feel fabulous.

"You're a total douche" he said in between his laughs. I guess I deserved that one.

"Cheers pal." I am such an embarrassment.

I sat down and gestured my hand for him to take his perfect bottom and place it on my sofa. I must say, he does indeed have a very nice bottom.

"What film do you want to watch then Joshua?" Joshua.. Why did I just call him that. Even he looks surprised by what I just said. I do like the name Joshua though and he did kind of blush at it. Oh I could just stare at his perfectly proportioned face all day. That is of course until he turns and noticed me looking at him. Crap. Crap. Maybe he didn't notice..

"Like what you see, huh?" He chuckled. Shit. He saw. What do I reply to that. 'Yes, I love what I see'.. I mean no. It just makes me sound like a perve.

"I don't know what you're talking about." I replied in an attempt in trying to act clueless.

"Oh yeah? And I want to watch a 'horror'" he said, emphasising the 'horror'. What. Why? Oh no. I am such kid when it comes to horror movies. I don't want to seem scared in front of him though. It will be fine, I tell me self.

"I love horror, but I don't have any" love? It was actually the complete opposite. In fact, hate wouldn't even describe my feelings towards horror films. But I don't have any so it's all good.

"It's a good thing I brought 'orphan' round with me then".. Is this guy being serious. Shit. I am totally screwed.

"Great" I cheered As I hopped to the DVD player. I'm trying to act excited, when really, I want to snap the disk, set fire to it and move to India.. But we all know that that's never going to happen.

As the movie begins to play I find myself scooting closer to josh. I guess I just feel safe when I'm near him. I can smell his aftershave and oh my, it smells like heaven mixed with a drop of perfectness. He wraps one arm around me and holds me tight, I think he knows that I'm scared.

About an hour later, I find myself crying and screaming at the same time. Its sad but at the same time scary. "Why did she cut the roses?? Oh no, she watching, oh god what is she doing to her arm? SHIT!" It disgusting. Ew. That little girl is messed up! Josh feels my discomfort and pulls me in closer to him. I like this. It feels, almost right.

I look up to him, as if to say thankyou and our eyes lock. Not one of us batted an eyelid. We just stared into eachothers eyes. He jolts his eyes down to my lips and then back to my eyes. Is he indicating something? Sorry, I'm no good at this stuff. As you can probably tell, I haven't had much practice.

He starts leaning in and I don't want to look like an idiot so I follow his lead and lean in. The music in the background is making things more Intense and i know we both want this. I can smell his minty breath and I want to feel those perfectly structured lips against mine. They're about to meet and I'm excited to know what they feel like, get ready zoey!

'Knock, knock, knock!'

We both pull away as fast as lightening. Crap. Why? Why do people always feel the need interrupt. It was going great and I wanted this, I wanted him, but now, I have to go to the door. "Excuse me.." I say to josh as I get up to answer the door.

"What?!" I say as I answer the door. Oh and look, it's Melissa's best friend, aka queen of the bitches. She bullied me so much at school. I hate her. I hate her so much. What is she doing here?

"Whoa, take a chill pill fatty!" She hissed back at me. See what I mean. First she ruins the best moment of my life and now she calls me fatty.

"What do you want Alicia?" I was not in the mood for her.

"I heard your sisters back in town. So be a good little girl and go get her." She replied, slightly raising her voice at the last part.

"I'm not your dog, do it yourself." I spat back. Wow, I can't believe I just said that to her.

"Excuse me?!" He voice went really high pitched. She sounded annoyed. What a shame.

"And anyway she's not here. So if you'll excuse me, I'm going to close the door now. Byee." That was the first ever time in my life that I've stood up to her. What has gotten into me? I don't know, but I like it.

"Whatever!" She replied as I shut the door in her face. 1 point to zoey, 1000 to Alicia. Nearly there...

I head back into the living room, still limping a bit, but I'll get over it. Wait, where's josh?! He's not here? What?

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It's about to get goooood;) thankyou for reading:) ily

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