Impossible Love

Chapter 5- Hey stranger

I've had enough of being treated like shit, I've seriously had enough. They have no right to say that type of stuff to me. How dare they? And mum, she has some nerve. How could she tell me I was a mistake and then ask 'who pissed in your cornflakes', like is she just dumb or? I thought Melissa would understand, she knows what they're like. How could she do that.

After I finished my little rant in my head, it soon became clear to me that I was at the same exact point as I was when I watched the sun rise. This beautiful point helped me forget my pain, so it's understandable that my feet just happen to take me here. I kind of learnt the way here from the way I walked back earlier. It did take me 2 hours though and now I think my legs are gonna fall off. I need to sit.

I sat on that bench and just tried to take in all of the scenery around me. It was just so heart warming and peaceful. I don't ever want this to end. The way that the wind whistled in my ear and the fresh smell of new blooming flowers reminded me of the whole world that I have yet to visit. That is what I want. I want to explore, try different things, I want to live. I want to live my dream and be an actress. I don't want my parents in my life, they don't deserve it. They'll just use me like they use Liss, I don't want that, I want to be free.

Before I knew it, the sun was starting to settle and soon it was going to set behind the countless number of hills in the distance.

Suddenly, I was whisked out of my thoughts by a young man sitting next to me. I looked to my left to see if I knew them, I didn't know them But i did recognise them. From where, I don't know.

"Hey stranger". The husky tone belonged to the guy sitting next to me. I recognise that subtle, yet husky tone.

"I'm sorry, but do I know you". I need to know who this guy was. Why do I recognise him but not remember him?

"You were hear this morning weren't you?" And then it clicked. Of course, this was the guy that sat next to me this morning. He was the guy that knows what it's like, he feels my pain.

"Of course". I couldn't say anything else. I wanted tell him that I feel his pain, I might sound a bit weird though and that would be the last thing that I would want. I don't have any friends as it is, so maybe, just maybe I could make one.

"Bad day, huh?". He cares. Omg he cares. No one ever cares for me, I'm just the girl that can take about all life can thorough at her.

"You could say that. What about yourself?". I'm not ready to open up. I can't, can I?

"Same shit, different day really." I could tell that he had more to say, but I didn't want to invade his privacy. I mean I couldn't blame him, I have trust issues because everyone I've loved had either left or made my life worse. Maybe it would help him if he told me though. Maybe I should just ask? Oh what's the worse that could happen right?

"Do.. Do you... Like cheese?" Fuck. I panicked. Cheese? What the hell. I was originally going to ask if he wants to talk about it but apparently I want to know if the guy likes cheese.

"Yes, it's alright I suppose." He chuckled. Oh god. I bet he thinks I'm a complete weirdo now, and he doesn't want to talk to me, and he can understand why I have no friends and everyone hates me. I might as well just walk away now.

"So do you have a name stranger?" He chuckles out obviously still laughing at me from what I said. I mean cheese, why would I even bring that up?

"Yes, Im zoey, nice to meet you...."

"Josh"

Wow I love the name josh. I need to see his face though, I mean really see his face. I need to know what he looks like so I recognise him not only from his perfect voice.

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