Living With The Mix (Twilight fanfiction)

Chapter Twenty-Seven

Chapter Twenty-Seven

A new chapter yay! Remeber the first to vote gets a dedication. 

“Hi Carlisle and Esme,” I greeted them both after I came home from school. I sat opposite them on one of the arm chairs as they both sat close together on the couch; both snuggled up and in love.

“Hi,” They both greeted me back with award winning smiles.

“How’s art?” Esme asked while playing with her husband’s wedding ring on his left hand that was seated on her lap.

“Good,” I nodded while trying to distract my thoughts of loving Seth. “Can I borrow a book from your office?” I asked Carlisle, books were normally a great distraction. I normally used art to take my mind away but over the months without Seth I had realized that art failed me for the first time ever.

“Of course, go on up and pick one.” He answered gently; I could see that he was reluctant to leave Esme so he let me show my own way up to his private space.

“Thanks,” I smiled to them with a little wave as I started to make my way over to the stairs.

“Ella,” Carlisle called for me so I took a few steps backwards to stand in front of the happy married couple. “You are happy here aren’t you?”

I took in a breath as I thought. I knew that he didn’t mean about the place we were living in but about living with the Cullen’s and my life right now. I sat back down on the arm chair I was previously on as I pondered my answer.

“You guys are great and I am happy to be with you guys but… I miss him.” I sucked in another breath as I felt the tears come. “It feels like I can still feel him with me and I can feel his emotions when I concentrate really hard but then I realize it’s just my own feelings replaying again and again. I’m angry at Seth,” I started to silently cry as I said his name “I’m angry at him for saying what he said and not fighting to stay but mainly I just really miss him. He’s my soul mate and he’s not here.” I whipped the stray tears that betrayed me with the back of my hands. “I’m going to go and find that book now,” I scurried off to Carlisle’s office/library with Seth still in my head and I knew he wasn’t going to leave until I saw him again.

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“Are you sure that she’s crazy?” One of the girls asked her group of five friends from opposite the Cullen table in the school canteen. It was Thursday lunch time, two days after I realized that I need Seth but he hated me.

“Maybe she was just trying to seek attention but she realized how bad it was so she’s gone back to her normally self,” One of the girls answered while looking at me, I quickly averted my eyes and pretended to eat my food.

“But she was definitely crazy who else would laugh at themselves for no reason?” Another girl reasoned with her friend.

“As I said before she’s probably an attention seeker.” The girl hissed back, obviously she hated me for no reason.

“Maybe she’s bio-polar or something?” All of the friends laughed at this but I could feel that they were considering it

“She does look really depressed right now…” A girl frowned and I felt her eyes on me.

“She looks like my mum did but worse when my parents got a divorce, maybe she had to leave her boyfriend in America,” With that all five of the girls turned to me and I couldn’t help but grimace.

I rested my hands on either side of my head to try and block out the gossip from in the canteen I also squeezed my eyes shut to erase the constant looks I was getting. After not acting crazy but normal for the last two days everyone was wondering what had happened.