Living With The Mix (Twilight fanfiction)

Chapter Sixteen

Chapter sixteen

(Before I start this chapter if you don’t remember Clyde re-read ‘the bar’ chapter, he is the gay barmen!)

“Trust is a hard word for me…” I stepped back while shaking my head in uncertainty.

“I understand that, it’s hard to trust someone, especially when the ones you loved and trusted the most where the ones that betrayed you.” He took the one step that it took for our body’s to be pressed together. It was just him I saw, “But I’m not the one that betrayed you in the first place.” He finished referring to my Mother.

“I never trusted my Mother nor loved her” I spoke with confidence.

“Every child loves their mum, no matter how horrible they are or what they have done.” He was right.

“I do not trust easily, so when I say ‘I trust you’ please don’t make me regret it.” I nodded my head thinking that I gave the right answer. I have always trusted Seth ever since the first day we met, the first glance of his brown eyes and the innocent laugh was enough to make me feel safe but I just worried about myself. “It isn’t you that I don’t trust Seth, it’s me.” I explained.

“Why?” He asked, everything came down to this one word.

“Because what happens if I sleep with someone else, what happens if I can’t love you the way that you love me, what if I’m not happy.” I listed going on and on until Seth shut me up.

“Then you tell me all of these things, we can take it slow.” The boy with the big brown eyes begged me as he got closer and closer.

“Slow…” I agreed “But I’m still not ready to be your girlfriend.” I stated while shaking my head, a smile on my oval face.

“I wouldn’t dream of that yet, I want to woo you in every way possible first.” He cradled my head in his hands as he brushed his fingers against my soft skin under my lips. I giggled at his touch.

It was that moment that the joyful sun shone through the elegant wall of glass, radiating heat across my body. Sparkles were sent across the living room as the Cullen’s gazed at me and Seth in happiness as if remembering the start of their relationships. My skin wasn’t like a disco ball compared to the others but did send a slight shimmer when looked at carefully. It wasn’t enough for humans to see which was lucky. Seth traced my arms gently with his soft finger tips admiring the clear crystals imbedded into my skin.

“It’s breath taking…” He mumbled his thoughts and it really was.

Unfortunately the sun disappeared behind the bulky clouds as quick as it had appeared.

“Ella!” I heard Renesmee scream in the background from somewhere upstairs but I was too mesmerised with the brown orbs that were planted on Seth’s face to look away and pay attention to the screaming girl. “Ella!” Was screamed again but I still didn’t pay attention.

One moment my big brown eyes were there but the next gone. Seth had been pushed out of the way by fiery bronze hair; her right hand on her hip and her left hand extended to my face holding my ringing mobile.

“This thing has been ringing for twenty minutes none stop so please shut it up!” Renesmee screamed in frustration as she was about to rip her bed hair out with clenched fists.

“It’s twelve o’clock Renesmee, you should already be up, dressed and eating lunch.” Bella tutted at her daughter disapprovingly, “If you stayed up late with us to play truth or dare then you had to be up and ready for the day before 10, with no arguments.”