Confused

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Calum's P.O.V


We sat around the table after Luke had called us back in.
"..I didn't tell you guys because.. I don't know.. I really didn't want to bother any of you.." Ashton sighed deeply.
"Telling Dyantha kind of happened because I paniced.. I didn't know what to do and I was just so angry and sad." He cried out.
Michael, who sat upaside him, hopped onto the couch next to him.

"I'm staying with you today." He stated before hugging him.

"See.. We would love to stay and we really fucking love you and want you to be alright. But right now we need to leave." Luke said rather in huge doubt of leaving.

"Michael stays with you. And will take care of you." I said as I rubbed Ashton's ahoulder.

"It's fine.. I understand." Ashton put on a smile. I could see just how hard that was for him and rushed him in a tight hug. "We love you." I said as he hugged back.
We all got into a big hug before Luke and I left for school.
The whole car ride was driven in silence.
Luke was needing to focus on the road and I couldn't focus on anything but Ashton.

I knew this was going to be a hard day focusing and keeping myself from running my mouth

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I knew this was going to be a hard day focusing and keeping myself from running my mouth.
The thing is, Ashton doesn't like it when people know he's miserable, he doesn't like any attention on him. That's why we promised we would never let the secret leave our house.
Dyantha finding out was a big accident, we'd rather not talk about his habits but it's a thing that happens and we never blame him for any of it.
It's hard to pretend like you're happy, when in reality your best friend is mentally ill. I can't imagine just how hard it is for him.

I felt the car stopping which put me out of thoughts. Luke and I got out and walked inside the building. We already missed the first class and this one has already started an half hour ago. We had English and luckily our teacher isn't strict like most of them are. Besides, he likes us.

I hope Michael is doing his job like we told him.. What am I saying? Michael is pretty damn amazing at cheering people up. I hope he gets to cheer Ash up.




Harry's P.O.V

I had geography and my mind wasn't in the classroom at all.
She just kept telling us about the UK, Ireland and all about that. I know where Scotland is, I know how old all these cities are. I know where Manchester is, where Dublin is. I've been learning these damn things for the past five years and it's driving me crazy! I want to learn about Europe,America, Africa! The places I really want to go to!
Everything here is just all the same, it's old and just boring.
I want go out to places like Los Angeles or Paris. Stockholm would be nice..

Just then the beautiful sound of the lovely bell rang through my ears.
I collected my books and stuffed them into my bag. As I got up from my seat I headed to the door right away.
I walked onto the hallway to see Liam heading towards the stairs. I opened my mouth to greet him, but I saw he was talking to a girl. I shouldn't ruin that.
It looks like he's having fun..
I wish I had that.

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