Teenagers (5sos+1D fanfic)

History (part ||)

Anna's P.O.V

"I think I have to go now.." Nigel kissed my cheek.
"Tomorrow after school i'll pick you up okay?" He smiled as I nodded at his question. One more kiss on the lips and he left. I closed the door behind me and walked to the living room.

"Could you please get her off me..?" Thomas asked with a pokerface.
Dyantha had been hugging him ever since the boys left and wouldn't let go off of him.

"I'm just so proud of you!" She mumbled into his t-shirt before letting go.
"But alright.. I'm off to my room." She smiled before heading to the stairs.

"It's a pretty big thing you did you know?" I told him as we sat down on the couch.
"You didn't even know if the boys were homophobic or not." I insured.

"I wouldn't of given a fuck anyway." He chuckled.
"All day people have been hugging me and it just feels so strange you know? After 4 years I can finally be open about it." He smiled.

"I don't understand why you didn't tell us earlier" I said.

"I wasn't sure if I wanted this to be in the world you know? For everyone to just know" he shrugged.

"I gave up on caring about my problems a long time ago.. I don't care if all know or no one at all." I said.

*6 Years ago*

"Stop eating fat pig!" My aunt yelled.
"You are eating all the food away right into your disgusting body." She insulted.
I was overwhelmed, she always does this but it gets me just every time. I can't help but cry! And when I do I need to be alone. So I ran up to my room and started sobbing.

*present*

"..I uhh, I think i'm going to take a bath.." I shivered at the small thought of the past. It's still with me and will never go.

Michael's P.O.V

"Come on.. Open the door!" Calum banged on my door. I pretended to not hear him and only turned my music up higher. "Ashton got out of his room we need to find him! We either go with or without you!" He yelled. And I couldn't give a shit. It's not like I wasn't left behind before.

*8 years ago*

"Hey mom! Look what I made!" I sprinted into the living room with my little art work. The most beautiful one a 9 old could make!
But she was on the phone. And daddy was in a meeting.

"Sorry not now honey.." She said before continuing her phone conversation as she walked out of the room.
It was every day like this. My dad is a lawyer, a good one. So he's always out of the city and what not.
My mom in this case is one of the most successful female pilots. She's usually everywhere around the world. She gets days off, every Wednesday. But that's a midweek day so she needs to do paperwork and all. My dad is always in meetings and I get a lady to take care of me whenever they are gone.
She's not bad, just not mommy or daddy.

*present*

Calum's P.O.V

Luke and I were on our way to the girls' house to see if he met up with Dyantha. He always walks away when things get hard. He's probably done with our shit.. I can't take the fact that we can't help him. I feel so hopeless and small in moments like these! It's Mali's incident all over again!

*6 years ago*

Mom, dad and I just came home from the pharmacy, Mali usually comes with but she said she had to study for a big test she has tomorrow. I felt bad so I asked mommy if I could win her a teddy bear. And I did! I'm so excited to give it to her. I ran up the stairs and rushed to her room. I knocked before walking in with the biggest smile, which soon turned into a frown and fast enough loud screams came from my throat. Mom and dad rushed in, there she hung. Dead from the ceiling.

*present*

I shivered at the haunting image of her and tried to focus. It wouldn't be the last dead body I saw.
"Everything okay?" Luke asked. I didn't answer, a nod was good enough.

Sule's P.O.V

I walked to the kitchen as the doorbell rang.
"I'll get it!" Karima yelled as I heard the door open. I looked into the hallway to see Luke and Calum were at the door. I walked up to them with confusion all over my face.

"Is Ashton here..?" Calum said worried.

"Not since you left." I said. "Why would he be here?"
They stepped in and asked to check Dyantha's room. So we went up the stairs and knocked. After a few seconds Calum just bursted in. What is going on?
But he was right, Ashton was with Dyantha. He probably snook through the window.

"What is going on?" Thomas walked in.
"I have no idea.." I whispered.

Ashton's P.O.V

After all that went down we ended up in the living room. On the couch as everyone surrounded us. This is making me so anxious. Of course they want an explanation about everything and why I didn't tell them earlier. This is going to be so hard. I can feel my heart pumping and my blood raising. My hands were sweating as they were playing with Dyantha's fingers. Dyantha, who was sitting next to me, knew just how scared I was and tried her very best to calm my nerves. But nothing seemed to help right now.

"Could you please tell us what the hell is going on?" Anna sighed.
I was going to comment on her words but I couldn't, there was a lump as big as my fist stuck in my throat and even breathing got hard.

"It's not as easy as it seems.." Dyantha seemed to have spoken my thoughts.

"Ashton, if you're okay with it, maybe Luke and I can tell them." Calum offered and just how nice it was of him, I shook my head.

"I want to do this myself." I tried to force on a smile but my face just fought against it and pressed on a frown.
I stared at my feet trying to keep in tears. I took a deep breath and started talking.

"When I was younger....

*flashback*

I came home from school and stepped off my bike. I rushed home with the biggest smile ever only because I saw daddy' car. And daddy is never home lately.
But when I walked in I heard them yell and scream. My smile was a frown and my running turned into tip-toeing. I peaked into the living room to see mom and dad stand in front of each other. Lauren, my three year old sister was sitting on the floor with Harry loudly crying as she was closing off her ears.
I ran in as I grabbed Lauren's hand and demanding her to go up to her room.
I lifted Harry from the floor and carefully made my way up the stairs too.
I tried to calm him down as I rocked him left and right but he didn't see to enjoy it. I laid him in his bed and decided to make him some milk but when I walked to the stairs I saw my dad walking out and he slammed the door behind him. My mom was at the door and opened it yelling something at him before slamming it shut as well. She furiously turned around but her anger turned into sorrow as soon as she saw me.
She spoke but her voice was small and cracky.
Managing to understand her words she said 'I'm so sorry Ash.'
I rushed to her and hugged her tightly.

*present*

"Since that day I haven't heard a thing from him until a few days ago when he texted me. He wants to see me, he says he's sorry. And only thinking of seeing him again makes me sick." I sniffed and only then noticed I really caught all the attention as I saw al of them stare at me with full sadness in their eyes. I chuckled trying to soften the mood and said, "it's not that bad.. I was finally the man in the house!" I joked but no one was laughing.