Think Before You Act

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Harry's P.O.V


"Hey where's Michael?" is all I could hear Dyantha ask before I drifted off again.
I questioned where Louis might be.
He has been avoid me and I really want to talk to him. I want this to be over with.
He's dating Maxine.. But they were in a fight and i'm not sure if they broke up yet.
It's not a big deal if they did.
But I could not really be considering to continue our actions?
Louis and I have been best friends for nearly six years. Why throw that away after a stupid kiss?
But maybe that kiss wasn't stupid.
it was the first one that felt right.
Like I belonged!
Maybe that's why I never felt good with a girl.
But what if it's not like that?

"Hey Lou!" I snapped out of thought after hearing his name.
I locked eye contact and it must've looked like the most dumbest expression ever because my jaw dropped and my eyes couldn't be taken off of him.
He smiled at the rest and tried not to look at me.


Thomas' P.O.V


"Hey where's Michael?" Dyantha mentioned.
my heartbeat rose and my palms start to become clammy.
"Haven't seen him all day.." Luke said looking around.
"That boy is never to be found lately." Louis laughed as he took a seat at the table.

"Speaking about Michael;" Calum spoke up "We should throw him a party. But not like a surprise party or anything. He'll figure it out anyway." he chuckled.

"Yeah! We should make up a theme that he likes and invite all friends!" Sule cheered.

"He likes video games.." I spoke up.
"And anime also, especially Pokémon and Naruto." I probably sound like a dumbass in love..

"You know much about Mikey now do you?" Anna mocked in a whisper.
I slightly nudged her to knock it off.

"Yeah something like that! And we should dress up as the characters of one of the shows!" Niall exclaimed.
"yeah, you like dressing up" Louis mocked.


I started thinking about it.
what if I go as one of the characters that he really likes?
what if he dresses up as the boyfriend of that character, that would be cute.
It would be the perfect moment to tell him.
His birthday is in ten days so I had long to think about it.
Should I to get it off my back, or shouldn't I to maintain a friendship?

Isn't that a stupid question.


Luke's P.O.V

"And you're sure this is going to work?" Calum asked me for the thousandth time.
"Of course it will mate.." I assured him by tapping his shoulder.
"Now, where is Michael?" "He should be here any minute." and by those words Michael appeared from behind the corner.
We now only have to wait for the other two.
we all planned to meet up in the dog park.

"What's the plan again?" Michael questioned pretty nervous.
I once again talked him through and when I finished Ashton had arrived.

"Hey buddy." Calum smiled out of nerves.
"Happy you could make it.." he continued rabbling on.
"Yeah.. why are we here again?" Ash questioned looking at us.
We stared at each other in hope one of us would have an answer.
"football" is what Calum said but Michael spoke with him saying "Dog watching.."
Both Calum and I looked at Michael.

"Dog watching?" I whispered in a tone of confusion.

"Football and dog watching.. what is going on guys?" Ashton said crossing his arms.
Things like this always go wrong. But before I could mentally complain, our guest walked directly to us.
Ashton wasn't facing him, but as we stared at the man behind him, he turned very quickly.


"Dad?!"


Ashton's P.O.V

"Dad?!" I exclaimed as soon as I was met by his face.
"What the hell is this?" I turned to the boys.
I knew that Michael must've done this.
He told me to talk to him in the first place.
"What don't you understand about family business?!" I stepped closer to Michael who backed off quickly.
"Wow mate, this wasn't me!" he stammered.
"then who was" I gritted my teeth.

"I thought if you could talk this out-"
"There is no talking happening!" I shouted at Luke.
"M-maybe you could find peace in this whole situation.
I just want you to be happy." his voice muted out of fear.
I didn't want to scare them but this situation made me so angry.

"Please listen to me." "No! you didn't care back then, than why would you care now!?" I spat at him.
"I always cared, son." he said quietly.
"Don't you even dare to call me that! a dad is supposed to be there for his son.
so I clearly never had a dad." With every word leaving my mouth my heart ached more and I tried to show my anger more than my fear.
I didn't want to be here. I should have never gotten out of bed today.

"Ashton, please listen to me." he spoke up once more.
"I am in pain! and you put me here! the person who's supposed to love me more than anything!" I screamed out my lungs before pushing him out of the way and walking away from them.

"Ashton please!" I heard Calum call out; all I did was giving him the finger before turning the corner.
And I stopped right there.

my tears blurred my vision and my body was too shaky to continue walking.
I leaned against the wall and let myself sit on the floor as I pulled my knees to my chest.
They don't know how it feels to see your family fall apart.
It's different from them, My parents yelled everyday. I had to care for my siblings and myself. my mom was a wreck; Who I had to care for as well.
I had to be mentally stable to carry all the troubles onto my shoulders.
only a few years ago when my mom got some what better I could finally see clear again.
which was even worse.
I only then realized the situation and I understood more. It struck me like lightning.
I have cried for years thinking it was my fault; thinking I was not good of a son.

He hurt me like that and expects me to just forgive him?


Maxine's P.O.V


I walked through the gates of college.
I don't go to school here but I already feel torture coming.
I had to come since Louis texted me to meet him on the school ground.
I am not planing to take his apologizes.
He mistreated me and if he expects me to forgive him and take him back he is wrong; oh so wrong.
I am sick of being misstreated and I won't take any more of it.
I'm ready to get this all behind me and move on in the most drastic way as I can.

"Hey bab- Maxine." he scratched the back of his head. I crossed my arms greeting him with a small 'hello'.
"I'm happy you could make it.. How was your day?" he said nervously.
"Cut the bullshit and just get to it Lou"
"Fine.. look, It was a mistake" he said which I agreed with.
"It sure was."
"I wasn't finished yet.
It was a mistake to ever love you."
my heart dropped and my palms became clammy.
"excuse me?!" I said offended; what is he talking about?
"I realized I could get better. Nothing personal. It's just that I found someone else that could be better for me.
they have always been there by my side and as the person always said; 'Be with someone who's supportive'. Which you never were." He boiled my blood and I couldn't believe the words he was saying to me.
Besides the students around us, there was no sound made.
"I'm sorry it had to go this way.." he broke the silence and as I stood there, not moving a muscle, he walked off.
He left me there standing by myself.
I wasn't going to take him back, but he got over me so fast.. did I really mean nothing to him?

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