Not Part of the Plan \\Jasper Cullen/ Oc//

Alice the fashionista

I look down. I don't know what to do. My half dead heart says yes but my mind says no. The Cullen's will always leave. Jasper will always leave. No one truly ever stays. Vampire or human or even a plant. No body every truly stays. I don't want to be sad or broken but I want to say yes... Need to say yes..

I suck in a breathe as Jasper waits for his answer. "I don't know"
I whisper out. "I don't fucking know. But I do know is that you will leave or get tired of my shit. Everybody does. Everyone leaves. My dad, mom, even my other relatives, fucking Aro let me go! I'm not going to be hurt when this stupid love story crashes down." I wipe my tears.

I feel cold hands on my cold face wiping away the tears. Jasper takes me into his arms and wraps me in a hug. "Shh it will be alright. I will never leave you, never ever. That's why we're mates darlin. I'm here to save you" I look up into his eyes and smile. "It's too late to save me ya know with me being dead" I try to joke. He laughs and tentatively places a kiss on my forehead.

"You suck at jokes" Jasper wraps me into him even closer than before. I snuggle my head into his chest. "Fuck you Cullen" I retort. "Nah darlin I rather fuck you" Jasper replies cheekily. I blush madly and my emotions go wack.

He laughs and I groan "this emotion thing sucks, totally not fair" he laughs "sorry darlin"
I roll my eyes "no your not" I say "your right
I'm not" before I can think of anything funny to say he crashed his lips onto mine. I stand there in his arms stund that Japser is kissing. After a few moments I come to my senses and kiss him back.

After what seems like hours we break apart. "So about that date?" He asks

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I groan "I can't believe I let you doll me all up, it's just a date." I look in the mirror. I gawk at myself. I look amazing! "Thank you Alice, I feel amazing" I smile. She smiles back even wider. "Your welcome! Oh and he will be here in about 30 seconds. Also you know you don't have to be human." she whispers the last part. I nod and blink. I open my eyes and I am my true self.

I let out a little squeal of excitement/ nerves. "Let's head downstairs" I smile and follow Alice down my steps. "Alice you already know how the nights going to go down, don't you?" I question "yup" she says popping the 'P' I roll my eyes "great" I say sarcastically "oh shush it's gonna be amazing!" She exclaims "oh he's here!!" She adds a squeal. "I swear your 5" I laugh and go to the door. I open it to see Jasper in a very cute shirt and pants. His jaw drops "you look even more beautiful than usual" I smile. He laughs at my emotions going everywhere. 'Fuck you Japser, that's so not fair' I think.  He grabs my hand and our fingers intertwine. "So where are we going" he opens my car door for me. His eyes are filled with mischief "you'll see darling"