Dating Cody Simpson

He's gettin frisky!

When we got home Cody and I quietly snuck into my room without Melanie or Alli noticing.

I threw on a school t-shirt and Cody's sweat pants that I may or may not of stolen from him. Cody laid down on my bed and flipped the TV on. "So watcha wanna watch good lookin?" He asked me. "Um what about going to your room?" I asked. "Change of plans, your bed is much more comfortable," Cody said. He opened up a bag of chips that he took from Melanie's bag. "Lets watch ghost adventures," I said sitting next to him. He shoved a handful of chips in his mouth making me laugh. He's such a pig sometimes. "Don't get crumbs in my bed," I said wiping a pile off of his chest.

I turned the lamp off making it darker so ghost adventures would be scarier. I sat Indian style next to Cody so I could at least eat without making a mess. "Smile," Cody said. I turned to him with a full mouth as he took a blinding picture. "What the heck!" I said choking. "This one is going on instagram," he said, "the caption says 'my girlfriend is so pretty when she eats.'"

Really Cody?! At least put an attractive one of me on there! Now the fans probably think I'm a slob. Well hey at least Cody still likes me.

I started paying attention to the show as they interviewed the workers. I enjoyed hearing the history of the places. I have a fascination with insane asylums. Yea maybe I need to move to one.

"So I'm wearing this mask because of my asthmatic problems tonight," the co host said.

Asthma.

I got up from the bed and said, "hey I'm gonna call my mom." I didn't wait for Cody to say anything. I needed to get out of the room so I went to the balcony. I sat on the couch and brought my legs up to my chest and held in the tears.

Jade died from asthma. It's hard to hear that word sometimes. I try to not cry over her be side she wouldn't want me to. She'd want me to be happy and smile but it's just so hard. I miss when I would walk to my math class and she would send me a smile. I miss her. No one really addressed her death with me. I just acted like I was okay but secretly I still cry myself to sleep sometimes. The thought that she will never graduate or have kids still haunts me.

For a week straight I wouldn't leave my room and I even missed school because I couldn't take it.

"Kaitlynn what's wrong?" A voice asked.

I noticed that I had tears going down my face. Cody sat down next to me and wiped them away. "N-nothing," I said curling into him. He wrapped his arms Around me and rubbed my back as I cried into him. I was soaking his shirt with tears but he didn't care. He knew I had to let it out.

I looked at him with my red, puffy eyes and said, "it's just I miss jade." Cody hugged me tight. "I know you do and I'd do anything to bring her back. But she wouldn't want you crying over her. She'd want you to smile and celebrate her life," Cody said. I bursted into tears all over again and got his shirt even more soaked. "I just feel s-so g-g-guilty for b-being alive," I choked out.

"Baby look at me," he said, "remember what I said when we first met?" I nodded my head and rubbed my eyes to clean of some mascara. "It gets better. You're too beautiful to keep crying," he said smiling at me and rubbing tears away. I have a slight smile and he kissed my cheek.

"Kaitlynn?" He asked. "Yea," I said.

Cody looked me straight in the eyes and said, "I love you."

Holy shit.

I know!

Girl he loves you!

Holy fuck!

SAY SOMETHING!

Instead of saying something I just kissed him. And damn this kiss was good. I wrapped my hands around his neck and moved to where I was now sitting on his lap. His hands were on my back pushing me closer as if I wasn't already close enough. His ever so gently hands made their way up to my hair. His tongue grazed my lips asking for entrance and I let the bitch enter. (That's what she said)

This is the first time Cody and I have ever passionately made out. Like what do I do?! Help me someone!!!

Okay you've seen this in movies Kaitlynn. Give him some tongue action. Yea guys like that shit.

Cody's hands moved down my back and to my bum. He slightly squeezed it giving me goosebumps.

He's gettin frisky!!

Holy shit I know!!

I'm jealous of you.

So I'm jealous if myself?

Pretty much.

Cody pulled away with his lips centimetres from mine. "Are you okay?"

No.

"You seem nervous," he said

Hells yeah I am!

"I'm fine," I said, "just perky I mean peachy!"

What the hell is wrong with you?

He pushed his lips to my neck and gently kissed it. He mad a trail going up to my ear. He whispered, "did I make you nervous?" "No," I whispered back.

He laughed making my heart almost jump out of my chest because his breath was heaven on my neck. He pressed his lips to my neck once more.

"Cody?" I asked. Okay you can do this Kaitlynn. You can tell him! Don't throw up!

"Yea?" He asked tucking a piece of hair behind my ear.

I looked into his eyes and all the nerves I had went away and I instantly knew what to say. I wasn't scared because I knew it was right.

"I love you too."