{Listen to Comfort Inn Ending by Jhene Aiko as you read this, feel free to pause. This is from your point of view, and you are a singer/songwriter; this is your song}
One, two, one two...
Thought I told you not to trust these hoes
Say they love you, when you know they don't
Say they will, but shit, you know they won't
Yeah, you hear me, you don't feel me, though
And you are not the only one...
You are not the only one...
You are not the only one...
You are not the only one...
I sang the words slowly into the mic, trying to remember the nights I stayed up and cried over some boy, he was not a man. No one should go through the pain I went through with Zayn ever. He was always telling me sweet nothings hyping my head only to let me down in the end. Everyone needed to know that they weren't the only ones who have been hurt. They may hear me singing and thinking it was just a song, no I felt a heartbreak that I never wanted. He was supposed to love me and cherish me, like he had always claimed he would. He told me how much he would change but he didn't never he was still the same player. Everyone listening to my pained words through their radio, earphones, and computers they're just listening, they don't understand my pain they just want something to sing to their ex. I didn't mind unless I got my words out to the public; a song dedication, no he would hear my soft voice and knew it was me.
Okay, fuck it
It was Dominik, Zayn, Braden
All of them did the same to you
Marquis and Sean and Brian
All of them had they way with you
I had to speak to my future self, to let myself know that I have overcome. I'm you I am the person I am speaking to in this verse. I said fuck it because I knew I would be getting in deep shit listing off these men. I didn't care, they will never feel what I went through with them, even through my song lyrics. They all wanted the same thing, and that was to get into my head and make their way down to my pants. I listened to the music play through the speaker I watched my recorder bob his head to the song. He was feeling it, I was feeling it.
Ever so often you get lost and miss out on everything
Shout-out to Krissy
That's my bitch 'cause she tells me everything
And I was not the only one
I was not the only one to you...
So I was the only lonely one...
When it came to Zayn I didn't see the signs of him playing me, my bestfriend Krissy was always there for me. She would see him in clubs with other girls. She would tell me everything but me I was blind and not able to see the wrong he was doing. I was never the type to go out to party I isolated myself in the house. My family was far, I was lonely. I wasn't the only girl Zayn was talking to. I actually had called one up, she laughed in my face and basically sent me a picture of him sleeping right next to her.
Really, we had the perfect end...
That night we shared at the Comfort Inn...
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