Chapter 1. Accidents Happen

Chapter 10.Mistakes

Waking up in Ryan warmth of his bare skin,felt different then being in Justin's arms.Ryan felt like he wanted,needed me there.With Justin it was just for the fun,pleasure.I smiled to myself as I quitely got out of bed.I put on my clothes as silent as I could,trying not to wake Ryan.When I was done I walked to my bathroom to brush my teeth and fix my hair.As I finish putting my hair in a pony tail I was out of the room,closing the door slowly behind me.Jen had already left for work,and I had no idea where Justin was,didn't care on the other hand.As I walked in the kitchen I saw a figure eating at the table.As he looked up I looked down.'Aly.'Justin called out.'Yeah?'I asked looking back up.'Where's your Man Toy?'He asked as I sat across from him.He really knows how to get my blood going this early.'It was a mistake Justin.'I said looking at my fingers.'Y..You told me I couldn't.So I showed I could..I-Its just was wrong and im sorry.'I said as I looked back up to him.'Dont.I should be the one apologizing.I got so mad when I seen how much fun you were having with him..and I wanted that to be me..'He said as tears filled the rim of his eyes.'Justin your married to my Best Friend.How do you think I feel?Seeing you hug her,kiss her everyday,everynight.Seeing how happy she is with you.You dont think that brakes my heart everyday?'I say as a few tear slip out.Justin stands up from where he was sitting and grabs my face.'Aly.I love you no matter what happens.I promise to make you that happy one day.'He says looking in my eyes.'When will that one day be Justin?When will I finally have my fairytale?Cause this sure as hell ain't what fairytales look like.'I say as more tears come out.He wipped them away with his thumb and his lips came cashing down on mine.I kissed back,that is until I heard someone holler.'Grrr..'Justins mumled through the kiss.I pulled away and chuckled.'I'll be back.'I said as I hopped off the chair,and walk to the stair case.'Aly.Where were you?'Ryan asked as he slipped on his shoes.'Oh..ugh I jus got hungry.'I said as I pointed to the kitchen.He nods.'Where you going?'I asked.'Work..'He said back.'Sorry I have to leave so early they called me in,but I'll call you when I get a brake.'He said as he pecked my lips.'Alright,Bye.'I said,waved as I held the front door open watching him get into his car.When he was out of sight I closed the door and walked back to the kitchen.'Where's Lucy?'I ask Justin sitting on the chair.'She had the day off today.'He replied as he washed the few dishs they had.'Soo its only me and you here?'I asked again.He looked at me and smirked.'You,Me,And my boner that you caused.'He said turning back towards the dishs.I got off the chair and hugged him around his waist.'Oh really?'I said laying my hand on his boner.He laied his head back in pleasure.I pecked him on his neck multiple times and rubbed my hand back and forth.'A-Al-Aly.'Justin says with little moans in between.'Yes?'I said still kissing his neck.'Just remember that whatever I do to you,You made me..'He said turning around facing me.'Really Bieber?'I said wrapping my arms around his neck still kissing his neck.Thats is until he picked me up and started to walk.'Where are we going?'I chuckled,wrapping my legs around each side.He looked at me and started to run upstairs.'JUSTIN!!'I screamed,holding on tighter.The running stopped as he came to his room door.He open the door and set me down on his bed,taking off his shirt.'Whats the hurry?'I asked standing up.'I have had you in a LONG time..'He said going to his pants.'Wait.Let me help.'I said unbutten his pants,as he took them off.I fell back on the bad and he crawled on top of me.'Now let me help you.'He said taking off my shirt going down to my shorts.He pulled them down,ranning his hand across my legs as he did so.I let out some soft moans.'Mhm,looks like someones horney.'Justin said taking off my bra,chuckling.'Mhmm.'I moaned as he kissed my neck.He then went down to my panties and took them off,following as he does the same with his boxers.'Ready?'He whispered in my ear,following with as kiss on the neck.I nod as his enters.'JUSTIN'I moan as I grab the sheets.'Yes babe?'He chuckles as he starts pumping me.'Ohh.Faster.'I say,as he does so.He goes down to my neck and start leaving kisses all the way to me jaw-bone,then lips.'Faster.Please.'I mumled between the kiss.I felt him smile and go faster.'Ohhh.Justin.'I say between the kiss again.He then pulls out of the kiss so he could give me what I want.I angled my body so he could do as he pleased.I then felt him pull himself out of me and go down.Within minutes his tongue started exploring every part inside me.I let out a few moans while he did so.When he was finally done he took he tongue out and spread me legs wider.He stuck himself back in me.'Im not done yet,baby.'He panted,as his kissed me.I opened my mouth for air and felt his tongue fighting with mine.He came out of the kiss and licked his lips.'You taste so good.'He laughed as he crawled off.I didnt give it a secound thought.I climbed back on top of him.'Wow..'He chuckled.'My turn.'I said as I put him in me.I seen his head go back.'Mhm look at that.'I laughed.I started to ride him.'Faster.'He demanded.I did as told and went faster.We went on for hours until I finally got off.'Amazing..'Justin said as I laied my head on his chest.'I know.'I chuckled.It was quite for a little while,and I thought about the stuff that happened the past months.'Justin.'I said.'Yeah?'He asked.'What would you have done if I had gotten pregant?'I ask.This question has never been answered before and I wanted one now.'The truth is..I dont know what I would have done..'He said playing with my hair.'Would you hate me if I was?'I ask yet another unanswered question.'Of course I wouldn't have Aly.I love you with everything in me.I would never want you to leave me.'He said softly.'Why did you marry Jen then?'I ask.All the question needed to be answered.I cant live my life like this forever,one day we will get caught.'I couldn't just tell her its over.What would she have thought?'He said raising his voice alittle.I shrugged it off and moved on.'What would you do if I lied about not being pregant?'I asked the last question I wanted answered.He stayed silent.I wasn't gonna make him answer,so I stood up and got dressed.'Where you going?'He asked sitting up.'Take a shower.'I said putting everything on.'Are you mad?'He asked.'No.'I said looking at him.He nodded and I walked away.I took an hour bath and put on some blue jean shorts and a purple tank top.I walked to the living room to watch tv to find Justin in there.I sat on the couch as he sat in the chair.'Took long enough.'He chuckled.I looked at him with a fake smile then back to the tv.I heard the door slam and in came Jen.'Whatcha doing?'Jen asked sitting next to me.'Watching whatever the hell your husband has on.'I said as I looked at him.He looked back at me with a smirk.'What are we gonna do tonight?'She asked again.'Whats up with all the questions?'I chuckled and turn my attention back to the tv.'We could watch a movie.'Justin suggested.She nods.'K,Which one?'She asked him.'You pick.'He said.'Aly?'She asked.'Doesnt matter.'I say looking at her.'O-Kay.Well where gonna watch Twilight.'She says looking at Justin.'Noo.'He pouted.'Hey you said I can pick.'She chuckled as she stood up walking to the Movie Room.I stood up behind her leaving as I felt Justin's hands around me.'Whats wrong?'He asked.'Nothing.'I said.He kissed my cheek and speed off.When I reached the room the movie was just starting.I took a sit next to Jen and watched the movie.A little while into the movie I heard Justin say.'He's a vampire idiot.'I chuckled to myself and turned my attention back to the tv.The movie was reaching the end when Justin hollers.'Edward he's gonna kill Bella help her.'I busted out laughing and he looked at me.'What?'He asked with a straight face.'You were just talking to the tv.'I say trying to catch me breath.I seen Jen laugh.He rolled his eyes and turned back.When the movie was completly over I was so tired.'Im just gonna head to bed.'I said standing up.'Goodnight.'Jen said standing up after me.I seen Justin blow me a kiss behind her.'Night Als.'He chuckled.I rolled my eyes playfully and walked out.As I reached my bed I started to undress.I put on my pink night pants and a white t-shirts.I laied down and thought about what happened earlier today.Justin dont really love me.He wouldnt give up Jen for me.I hate how I turned out to be everything I said I'd never would.Sleeping with my Best Friends husband.Having his baby without him knowing about it.Why cant I just let it go let,let him go?That one day when everythings gonna come out.My life is falling apart every secound.If I only wouldn't have got drunk that night,asked for more the next morning.What was I thinking.I thought about more stuff like how my life was before,and is now.Before I knew it.I had feel asleep.