Chapter 1. Accidents Happen

Chapter 15. Home

"Are you really going back?" Ryan asked with hurt in his voice. I nod slowly and look up at him. "Its only for 5 months though. Im gonna come back." I grab his hands over the table and softly rub his hands with my thumbs. We had been at McDonalds for the past hour now. For the past 30 minutes Ryan been asking if I was playing a joke on him about going back home. "But I wont see at all." He looked up at me with tears in his eyes. "You can come visit me. Just call me and I'll be there whenever you need me." "It wont be the same. Thats 5 months without you. What am I suppose to do?" I look down at our hands. "I promise when I come back we'll spend everyday together." He sighed softly. "Im not gonna be able to stop you, am I?" I shook my head slowly. "No ... Im sorry." He let go of my hands and got up as I watched him. He sat next to me and wrapped his arms around me. I lay my head on his shoulder. "Im gonna miss you ..." He whispered as he kissed the top of my head then laid his head on mine. "Ima miss you to." I whisper back, closing my eyes. We sat there for 30 more minutes until we finally left. We got in Ryans car and drove to the park. When we got there we both got out and I closed the door as he locked the car. I walk around and grab his hand and we started walking around the park. He slowly swung our hands back and forth. I smile. Ryan:"What made you wanna go back home for 5 months?" I shrug and look at him. "I just miss my family" I look back infront of us. "Oh ..... I understand. If I was away from my family for so long and missed them, I would wanna go back for a while to." He said, smiling. I lightly chuckle. "You make me sound like such a baby." "Well .... " He trailed off. I lightly hit him in the chest with my free hand. "Hey!" He smiled and put his free hand on his chest, where I hit him, and rubbed. "I was just kidding." He looked at me, still smiling. "That was mean though." I pouted my lip, poping my bottom lip in front of my top one and looking down. "Aaw babe. I didnt mean it in a way to hurt you." He stopped us from walking and got in front of me. He put one hand on my waist and untangled our fingers as he lifted up my chin, making me look at him. "Im sorry." He said in a whisper and pressed his lips on mine softly. I put my hands on his side as I kissed him back. After a few minutes of kissing I pulled away. I look up at him and smile. "Its okay." I lightly bite my bottom lip. He smiled and pecked my lips once more, before grabbing my hand again and intertwining our fingers. We start walking again. "Can I ask you something?" Ryan asked, in a soft voice. I nod, signaling him to go on. "Well you know how we aren't officially a "couple" ...?" He shyly asked. I smile and nod. "Yeah" He looked at me then back to the front. "I was thinking ...... Maybe we could become an official couple." I smile. "Is that you asking me to be your girlfriend?" I asked as I looked at him. He looked at me and nodded. "Then its a yes." "You'd go out with me?" He asked excited. I lightly chuckle and nod. "Yep." "Oh my god! I cant believe you-" He fake coughed. "I mean ... um ... Thats cool." I smile and look back in front of us as I lightly squeeze his hand. He smiled at me and looked to the front. We walked around for a hour until we finally went sit. I was sitting on his lap, on a swing, as we swung slowly. He had his arms around my waist. I really wanted to tell Ryan about me being pregnant. I mean he is my boyfriend now and he wouldnt leave me for it. "Can I tell you something?" I asked wraping my legs around his. "Yeah." "You promise not to freak out or tell anyone?" I heard him chuckle. "I promise. Just tell me." I nod and take a deep breath, letting it out. "Im ... pregnant." I said in a whisper. There was a long silence and I stood up. I turn around and look at Ryan. "Your what?" He asked shocked. He stood up and looked at me. "Pregnant." I repeated. "You have to be joking me." He laughed nervously. I shook my head. "No ....." I look up at him. "Who is it for?" The questioned I hated the most. "It .... It was just a one night stand. I really dont know the dude." I said as tears came to my eyes. He put on of his hands on my cheek, stroking my cheek with his thumb as he whispered. "Dont cry about it, baby. I'll be here for you." He softly kissed me then pulled away. As a single tear ran down my face him wiped it away with his thumb. "Do you promise?" I asked and looked at him. He nods and kissed me again. I grab his hand off my face and kiss him back, before pulling away. I heard a short thunder and looked up. "Its about to rain." I look back at him. He smiled small. "No ... Really?" He said sacasticially. I smile and hit his arm lightly. "Just bring me home." He smile and put his hand where I hit him "Okay Miss Bossy." I smile and grab his hand. We walk back to the car and got in. He drove back to Justins and Jens within 30 minutes. We get out and walk inside the house. "Im home!" I called out but no one answered. I felt Ryan wrap his arms around my waist and lay his chin on my shoulder. "Maybe they're in their room." He whispered in my ear. I smile and nod. "Yeah .." I remove his arms from around me and grab his hand. I walk upstairs into my room with him following. I closed the door behind him and walk to my bed. I sit down, taking off my shoes and sat with my back against back board. Ryan looked at me and smiled before taking off his shoes and getting on my bed. He climbed on top of me and started kissing me all over my face. I start laughing. "Babe stop." I laughed, shaking my head. He placed a soft kiss on my lips then pulled away and got off me. He laid next to me on his back. I look at him and smile. I heard a soft moan and Ryan laughed. "I think we know where Justin and Jen are now.." He looked at me. I smile and nod. "Yep." I lay down next to him as he turns on his side, facing me. "Gosh. I still cant believe I wont see you for 5 months." He said looking at me. I place my pointer finger on his lip. (LMAO XD. Pointer, <-- funny word) "Nah ah. You'll see me before those 5 months are over and by the time I come back, I'll be fat..." I pouted. He smiled and placed his hand, under my shirt, on my stomach. "I'll love you no matter what you look like." He kissed my cheek as he softly rubbed my stomach. I close my eyes. "It feels so good when someone rubs my stomach like that. Im so happy I told you." "Im happy you told me to." He whispered softly. "How far along are you anyway?" I lightly shrug my shoulders. "Between 2 to 3 months ... I havent really been paying attention that good." I sensed him smiling. "You have a long way to go still." He mumbled, resting his forehead on my shoulder. I nod. "Yep. Most of my pregnancy I'll be in California. You have to come visit often.." I said in a soft voice. "I will, baby. I promise." I smile small. "Ima miss you so much. Only 2 more days here." "Im gonna miss you so much to." We laid on my bed for hours just talking until we both changed and got in bed. I snuggle close to him. "Goodnight.." I groan tired. He lightly chuckled, kissing the top of my head. "Night, babe." I smile and close my eyes. Within 3 minutes I was sound asleep. ---- I hug Ryan tight as tears streamed down my cheeks. "Im gonna miss you.." I whispered in his ear. He pulled away and wiped the tears with his thumb. "Dont cry, Beautiful. I'll see you for your birthday." He kissed my damp cheek. I nod and look down. "Okay ...." He smiled and whispered in my ear. "Take care of yourself and the baby.." He pulled away and looked at me. I look at him and nod. He leaned down and attached his lips to mine. I slowly kiss back before pouring out with tears again. He pulled away and sighed. "Come on baby." He grabbed my had and brought me to the living room. We both sit on the couch as he pulls me into his arm laps. "Stop crying or you gonna make yourself sick." I nod and lay my head on his chest as I close my eyes. He softly stroke my cheek with his thumb. After 30 minutes of just laying there Ryan spoke. "Baby I have to leave. Im already late for work..." I nod and get off his laps. He stands up and hugged my I hug him back, letting a few tears fall. "Im gonna miss you so much." I whimpered. He pulled away and kissed him lightly, pulling away a few seconds later. "Ima miss you to. But we'll see eachother soon. I promise." I nod and he wiped my tears, kissing me again. I kiss him back and grip onto his shirt as he laid his hands on my cheeks. After a while he pulled away. "Bye..." I let him go and he hugged me again then pull away. "Smile, beautiful." I just stare at him. "Please? I wanna see one more smile before I leave." I nod giving in and put on my best, fake smile. He smiled. "There you go." He pecked my lips. "Bye, Baby." He whispered. "Bye ..." I say as I bite my lip. He pecked my lips one last time before leaving. I sigh and slump down on the couch. Justin walked in and sat next to me. "Haayyy." He said cheerfully. I glared at him and then look at the tv. "Wow. Someones grumpy.." He pouted his lip at me. "Leave me alone." I mumble. "I just trying to have some fun with you before you leave." He whispered and look at the tv. I sigh. "Im sorry Justin. Im just not in a good mood right now.." I look at him. He nodded slowly. "Its okay." (Ima skip to the next day) ---- I was at the airport with my stuff, alone. I already told Jen and Justin 'bye'. I was standing in line waiting for the plane. "Aly wait!" I heard a voice yell. I turn and seen ..... Justin running to me. He caught up to me and was panting. "Justin what are you-" "Dont go." He said. "What?" I look at him confused. He nodded catching his breath. "Dont leave. Stay here. I cant live without you for 5 months. Please?" He looked me in my eyes. "I-I ... Im sorry, Justin. I gotta go back for a while. It wont be long before you see me." "It'll be to long for me to bare..." He quickly said after me. I shake my head and look down then back up. "No. Im going back. I'll be back soon." He looked at me with pleading eyes. "Please ..?" He asked once more. I shake my head. "Im sorry-" "Flight 211 is now boarding." I heard the intercom. "I gotta g-" Before I knew it he slammed his lips against mine. I wanted to pull back but didnt have enough strength. I lay my hand on his cheek as he pulled away after a minute. I open my eyes and look at him, my mouth parted. "I love you.." He whispered. I shook out of it. "! more minute before flight 211 leaves. Please all passengers board the place." "I gotta go, Justin. Im sorry." I whispered before speeding off to the door. I board the plane and put my bags up. I sit in my seat and take a deep breath. What have I done? ---Jen's P.O.V.--- I ran after Justin into the airport. "Justi-" I turned the corner to see something so horrible and heart braking ..... My husband and best friend kissing ..... I seen Justin pull away and Aly walk off a few seconds later. Justin stood there and watched her leave as tears fell from his cheeks. I walked back slowly and held back the tears. I wasnt gonna let him know I seen it. I walk back outside and get in the car. What just happened?