Chapter 1. Accidents Happen

Chapter 13.Reasons

"I-I wanna go home" I looked up from couch with tears in my eyes. "But why?" Jen asked. "I just miss my family. I been here long enough. Plus. Y'all need time alone. I mean, I been here since you first got married. I just wanna go home." I look at Justin then back to Jen. "Why won't you stay here?" Justin finally spoke up. From the sound of it, he was angry. I look towards him. Lying to him broke my heart, but it was for the best. "Cause I miss being back in California. It's just not the same here. I wanna see my mom and dad again." "But what about Jen?" He threw out at me. I was stuck. My mouth was slightly parted. It felt like a couldn't ever speak. "Babe. She wants to go home. I'm fine with it." Jen said softly. I looked at her and noticed she was crying. "Jen please don't cry. I wanna stay with you, it's just-" I was interrupted by Justin. "Then stay!" He yelled at me. I turn my head back to him. "What part of I miss my friends and family dont you understand?!" I yelled back. "So what? Your just gonna leave Jen here with no one but me?" He looked at me as angre shot threw his eyes. "You should be all she needs." "Guys please stop fighting." Jen asked softly, as she sobbed quietly. "Your really use less," He said to me. "break her heart then leave? What a best friend you are." "Fuck you,Just-" "Both of you quit it now." Jen raised her voice at us. "Whatever." Justin stomped of pissed. He walked upstairs and a few seconds later, I heard a door slam from upstairs. "Jen. I'm really sorr-" She cut me off again. "Don't be.." She whispered softly. "you miss your mom and dad. I get it." She stood up. "It's what you want, not me. I bet your family misses you to." She turned around and walked out with that. I wanted to burst out in tears. What have I done? My best friend is hurting and heart broken all cause of me. My life has turned upside down. I hate this. I take out my phone and call my mom... ----Justin's P.O.V.---- I was laying in bed pissed off at Aly. How could she do this to Jen? How could she do this to ME? I gave her everything she wanted and she just ups and leaves? My thoughts got interrupted by Jen walking inside the room, boiling her eys out. I look up at her. "Are you okay?" She looks at my and cries more. She crawled in bed with me and I wrap my arms around her. She snuggles to my chest. "C'mon. Don't cry." I rub her back softly. "Don't cry? M-my best friend is leaving me Justin. How can I not cry?" She sobbed into my chest. "I don't know,Jen. Just let her go. Don't worry about her. You don't need her." I lightly kiss the top of her forehead. "I can't. She's my best friend. The only friend I have out here. She's been with us for to long to just let her leave for no reason at all. I can tell when she's lying. She stutters alot and get really nervous. She was lying when she said she missed her family. Of course she does. But there's something more to that. She's not leaving just because of that." She slowly stopped crying and wiped her tears in my shirt. I sigh. "Then whats the other reason?" I asked. "I don't know. She won't tell me either. She'll hide it this whole time." She answered me. I rub her back up and down. "We'll find out sooner or later, Baby. Don't stress about it. I promise. Everything will work out fine." I felt her smile lightly. After about 1 hour of just laying in bed, talking. I felt her breathing go down and knew she was asleep. I slowly and carefully get out of bed and walk out the room. ----Aly's P.O.V.---- I was on the phone with my mom for about an hour now. "Alright. Bye mom. I'll see you in a week. Love you." "Love you to, Sweetie." I hung up. "Why are you really leaving?" I heard a voice ask for the stair case. I put my phone down and looked in that direction. "How many times do I have to tell you this? I'm leaving cause I mi-" "Your lying." "No I'm not." I protested. He sat next to me on the couch. "Jen told me you were lying. She knows you to well to tell when your lying. So tell me the truth." I sighed and looked at him. Takes in a deep breath and lets it out. "I got a call from my mom saying she has a job for me back home. It's a really good one. I can't pass up this opportunity." I looked at him and lied straight in his face. "A modeling job? I thought you hated doing that." He looked at me, actually believing me. "Yea. I do. But I really need to get back to that. I will need money in the near future. This one is for Seventeen Magazine. It's worth alot." I answered him. "Oh. But couldn't they just fly you there then you bring back?" He asked serious. "Shit" I mumble under my breath. "No. I really miss my family Justin." "So you were lying about the modeling thing, weren't you?" He asked with tears in his eyes. I stayed quiet. Looks at him. "How could you do this, Aly?" He got up as tears ran down his face. "I'm sorry" I said softly. "No your not. You just wanna leave. Don't lie to me. Just tell me the truth." He said with pleading eyes. "I-I can't." "I can't even believe you." He cried and walked off. I sigh in frustation and let him go. I could tell he was mad and no telling what he would do or say when he's mad. ----Jen's P.O.V.---- I suddenly woke up when I heard my bedroom door slam. I heard Justin mumbling things to himself. "Justin. Are you okay?" I asked and sat up stretching. I wipe my eyes and look at him. He was pacing back and forth in front of the bed. "Whats wrong?" I asked. "I-it's nothing." He answered not looking up from the floor. "No. Your ly-" "I said I was fine,Okay?!" He yelled at me. I was in shock. "What was that for?" I asked hurt. "Just let it go." "No. Why are you so mad?" I sat in bed, criss cross. "Aly is leaving!," He yelled. "and there's nothing we can do to stop her." I looked at him weirdly. "Why would you care anyways?" I asked. "I fucking love h-" He stopped talking and walking. He stood not moving a muscle. "You love what?" I asked. "I-I love ... having you here with me." He spit out. He walked over to me and hugged me tight. ----Justin's P.O.V.---- Shit. I almost told her I love Aly. "I love having you with me to." She said as she rubbed my back. I let out a sigh of relief. She believes me. "I love you." I said and pulled away. "I love you to." She said back. I lightly kiss her on her lips. ----Aly's P.O.V.---- I walked upstairs and go into my room. I close my door behind me and walk to my bathroom. I take a shower, after 30 minutes I was done. I wrap a towel around my body and walk out to my room. I dried my body off and left my hair damp. I grab some green laced panties and a matching bra and put them on. I crawl into bed like that and get under the blanket, I pull the blankets up to my shoulder and lay on my side, facing the door. What have I done? By leaving I'm ruining Jens life, but if I stay and she finds out the babys Justin's I'll still ruin her life. She convinced thats it's not his right now, but Justin will know it's his. I know he wouldn't tell her, but still. I don't know what to do. I have a week to figure this out then I'm gone. I'm gonna be gone for a while. I'm not coming back if I leave this time. Jen needs me. I can't just leave her. She wouldn't do that to me. What am I gonna do? What have I done to my life? Sleeping with Justin was the part where it went all wrong. How could I have been so stupid to keep doing it? Urgh. I hate this. I'm so confused. I wanna go home, but I don't wanna leave Jen. Maybe I could go home for a visit. But what am I gonna do when I start showing? Justin will know. I don't know. I stayed up for about 10 minutes just thinking when I found myself falling asleep for a nap.