Jade P.O.V
I bit my lip, nervously.
"You're lying. I know you are. I saw the blood on the sheets after we made love and everything. You have to be lying." Quincy said.
"I wish I was..." I said, softly.
"This is some bullshit," Quincy laughed. "Quit lying and shut the fuck up!"
I went up to him and slapped him.
"You don't tell me to shut the fuck up!"
"Whatever man."
My eyes were getting watery. I felt my throat getting tight. I can't believe he doesn't believe me. Maybe if I wouldn't have lied, he would. This is sort of my fault.
All of the bad memories came back to me. That same face popped up in my mind. The face that gave me horror for seven years. I'll never forget the events.
"I have to get this off my chest......I lied about being a virgin. I lost it at a very tender age when it first started happening to me."
"So.........you lied to me about being a virgin all this fucking time?" His face expression really scared me.
"Yes! But baby-" Quincy cut me off.
"Don't baby me! Miss me with that bullshit! The fact that you lied to me and you never told me you were raped just makes me sick. What ever happened to telling each other everything?"
"I never wanted to tell you!"
Then there was a faint knock on the door. "Are you guys okay?" I heard one of the twins ask.
"Yeah," Quincy said. "Everything's okay. Go back to sleep."
"Okay." Then I heard footsteps trail back to where she came from.
Quincy turned his attention back to me. My heart was beating really fast. I sat on the bed and just cried.
"I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want it to affect me and my future." I said.
"You should've told me this, man..." I saw tears come down his face.
"I'm sorry."
He came over and held me tightly. I had no choice but to melt in his arms. We cried together. And we just caressed each other.
I noticed that he's never held me like this before. It was kind of like he was holding me in a very protective way.
Then he pulled away.
"Jade, tell me the story. I need to know."
I took a deep breath.
~~Flashback: July 7, 2005
(A/N: Remember, she first got raped at the age of 6. So this is her 6 year old point of view of what went down.)
Dad is at work and mommy is at work, too. They left me at home with my stinky brother, Jerome.
"Jade!" He yelled from upstairs.
"What?!"
"Come upstairs!"
"But That's So Raven is on!"
"Come upstairs, or I'll put all of your Bratz dolls in the toilet."
I ran as fast as I can. He better not throw them in the toilet. I'm going to tell on him!
"No!!!!!!!" I screamed.
When I finally reached the bathroom, he didn't have my dolls. Instead, I saw his nasty naked body.
"Ew!!" I said while covering my eyes with my hands.
I started to run away. But I was pulled into the bathroom. Jerome slammed the door behind him...
~~~~~End
I just cried. I couldn't continue with the story.
Quincy rubbed my back while I sobbed. Thinking about the events makes me sick to the stomach. It just keeps coming back to me somehow.
"And......you know what happened after that." I said.
"Your own brother did that shit to you?" He asked.
"Well, he's my half brother. We don't have the same mom, but we have the same dad. He was at my house for the summer."
"Since you already had intercourse, why did you still bleed when we made love?"
"Bleeding through your vagina is normal if you haven't had sex in a very long time. I haven't had any type of intercourse in about 3 years."
He sighed in relief. But he still had more questions for me. I don't mind answering them, though.
"How old was Jerome when he first...you know?" Quincy asked.
"He was 12. About 6 years older than me."
"So what happened when he stopped?"
"Actually, my mom caught him. He decided to be stupid and try something while my mom was home. But then my dad had just so happen to come in the house when everything went down. If it wasn't for him, mom would've strangled Jerome to death."
"How old was he when he finally got caught?"
"19. He didn't have an apartment at the time. And after he got caught, my parents kicked him out."
He nodded his head.
"I guess we both learned something very important about each other tonight." Quincy said.
"Yeah."
"Can you promise me something?"
"Sure."
Quincy grabbed my hands. "Promise me you won't let anything in your past affect us in the future."
"Only if you promise to do the same thing."
"Deal."
He gave me a kiss on my cheek.
