Am I just a substitute for her?
Nana Komatsu?
Blood is dripping from my fingertips as I pick up the shattered glass from the ground. My hands are trembling slightly. Brown eyes are focusing on my pitiful form as I hold back the welled up tears "(F/N)...." Whispers Nana and is reaching out towards me "tell me why is everything breaking apart what's dear to me? Nana. I can't take this anymore. I need time for myself. I'm afraid. It's too late for me now. I wished I never came here to Tokyo...." I whisper towards her and stand up walk away from the Gaia Studios. Tears are still visible on my face as I stop in my tracks "Being used is the worst. What a Betrayl!" I whisper and close my eyes. Nothing is gonna be how it was once.
Since the sadden day where I disappeared from their sight for once and all everyone were suffering under the consequences.
It has been months and finally Blast debuted. Nana you reached your goal. Be happy. Still I keep wondering if they all are still thinking about me? Probably not. To them I may be just a stranger. Someone in the past.
Yasu, Nana, Shin and Nobu. I keep missing everyone more and more.
Walking near the riverbed I take deep breaths. Somehow I ended up in their neighbourhood out of nowhere. Do they still live here? Stopping in my movements I gaze up where dawn is dying the blue sky into a red purplish mix.
Did I make a mistake? I think so. Nobu I'll love you for thousand years. Every day and every night your words ring through me. Who am I trying to fool? I'm living on my own with no one to care for me. Closing my eyes I turn around still thinking about our memories. I wouldn't give a damn, if I would only know how. Today I miss you more then ever. Outta nowhere a hand has turned me around. Gulping I step back. How and why? Yasu. My lips are trembling. Which means he's near. Avoiding the lawyer and drummer in front of me I step back ready to escape from the spot "don't run" says Yasu and holds my wrist. He, Yasu, was just like my brother. He hasn't changed one bit "Is nobu here?" I asks him now "(F/N) are planning to leave again?" He says ignoring my question. Don't play your games with me. Struggling I try to escape his firm grip but failed as soon as I heard him. Nobu. Calling for Yasu. I froze immediately and Lower my head "I meet (F/N). Don't let it end like this!" Whispers Yasu and starts to light his cigarette up. Within seconds Yasu disappears leaving us alone. Nobu is shocked to see me "I just wanted you to know the person that I am more then any of your fans" I whisper and look up. Tears escaped my eyes as I keep gazing into his eyes "(F/N)" He whispers and pulls me against his chest "How could I ever love another?" I whisper against his chest hearing his heart beat "You got me crying like a child!" Whispers Nobu against my forehead.
This one is the one. Come on and give it up. (F/N). "I would give everything for just one more night!" Whispers Nobu and breaks down.
