Reira that Reira this. Everything is about the vocalist of Trapnest. Gritting my teeth I throw the bracelet ,out of pearls, on the ground smashing the juwelery. It's enough. I can't stand it anymore. Since these two have fallen in love Shin tossed me aside just like trash. Shin Lied to me all the time. The night after he always whispered how much he adores me and captured me in a passionate kiss but everything comes to an end. It's all a game avoiding failures. In the name of the misbehaviour. Few tears are Welling up in my eyes as I keep glaring at the bracelet. Memories are overflowing my mind of the night full of lust. Tears are escaping my long eyelashes. Crying in silent I put my coat on. My vision blur. Why am I do heart broken about it? To begin with Shin was never mine but still I loved him. These unrequited feelings of love. I must look horrible now. Yasu would mock me surely if he sees me like this. Opening the door I turn on my heels around taking one last glimpse of the empty apartment where the broken jewelery is left on the ground. Softly I close the door behind me and lock it behind me "Goodbye Shin!" I whisper into the darkness.
With every taken step I feel my heart sinking. When did it happen? These feelings are unbearable. This all was just a game. Don't forget that. As I walk into the darkness all I could see was a suit and a shaved head. Yasu. How and why? "Where do you think you're going?" He asks me taking a deep smile of the black stones "away. I need time for myself" I answer stopping before Yasu. Just like always his eyes are covered with the glasses "Don't go (F/N). If it's about Shin. Leave it be. Nana needs you. So do I and Nobu. The whole band" he says in a stern voice breathing the smoke out "Ne Yasu. Won't you leave me alone for a year. I'll return to you guys if I found myself" I whisper lowering my head "Just in case give me your number. I know that I can't stop you. The only one may be Shin. Unfortunately!" He says handing me a paper and a ballpoint. I froze on the spot hearing his name "don't say his name ever again please!" I beg and start to tremble uncontrollably. Yasu suffers with me. Seeing me in this state. Writing the numbers my mind is overflowing With Shin's voice "Bye Yasu" I whisper and kiss his cheek. Maybe it was fate for me to get my heart broken. Walking through the crowded streets I feel their burning gazes on me as I'm a criminal. Outta nowhere a voice whispers don't walk away. I knew this voice to well. Shin. Keeping to walk thorough the crowd I try to escape this pain. Outta nowhere Trapnest song, Starless Night, is playing. What a coincidence. Looking back I gaze into his blue eyes Don't keep following me. I want to start over without. Don't break me any further and let me dance in your palm!" I say and push him away. Yasu must have told him otherwise he wouldn't be here weighted with the guilt. Shin has been frozen on the spot the cigarette still in his mouth "Goodbye!" He said and walks away. Just a client am I nothing more and nothing less.
It has been months since I left Tokyo
Naoki and Yasu have kept contact with me but secretly. A big diamond ring is shining on my ring finger. Engaged to a businessman. I invited Blast to my wedding. Nana, Nobu, Hachi, Yasu and Shin as Ginpei. The last page for the chapter filled with blast. My last chance to see them off towards their new life. Sighing I sit in my chamber looking at the wedding dress as Nana is suddenly bursting in with Hachi. A smile appears on my face but as soon as I see Nana I froze
She's mad "don't marry this man. It's loveless. What about Shin?" She screams and grabs my shoulders "he had his chance!" I whisper and sigh.
I can't let them ruin my big day. Softly I slide of the outfit and into the wedding dress. Outta nowhere the door burst open revealing Shin. Gulping I look at him. He is focused on me as he comes closer. Without a word he swept me off my feet and carries me away from the church.
"I won't give you to anyone else!" He says and smiles as we disappear in the night.
