Sun February 14, 2016

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Happy Valentine's Day...

I know I should be happy but to be honest all I wanna do is drink myself to numb the pain. Today Callie and I talked...or...I don't know what it was really. Maybe she was just being nice I don't know. Is it bad that I have been crying since 3 o'clock?

I was like driving and then When I Was Your Man by Bruno Mars came on and I just started crying. All these fucking slow songs on the radio are fucking torturous. Plus, I haven't talked to Dixie since Wednesday and I miss her. I'm sure she's hanging out with her friend Lyndsey...Dixie and I would hang out after school but it seems she's always hanging with Lindsey...whom is her ex. I mean she's her best friend but the ex thing still puts me on edge. I don't know...I'm just tired of being lied to all the time I guess.

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