I'm afraid not

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I lay down on the bed in Carlisle's office. I stare at the celling. Emmett sits on a chair beside the bed, our hands intertwined. We hear Carlisle come through the door. I instantly sit up and see Carlisle holding a clipboard in his hand.
"Good news?" I prompt him.
Carlisle sighs as he takes a seat in front of Emmett and I.
"I'm afraid not," he pauses, "the baby is too strong for you to carry."
I break my eye contact with Carlisle and stare down at the floor.
He continues,
"I know that you only have 3 days left but at this rate you only have 24 hours."
I feel like someone has filled my lungs with depression. Only 24 hours left of my life.
"There is only one way to fix the problem..." Carlisle sighs, "An abortion."
I furiously shake my head.
"The baby lives, not me." I protest.
"Rosalie!" Emmett raises his voice. I shot him a glare.
"I'll give you two some privacy." Carlisle speaks. He then leaves the room.
"We were supposed to be together forever with Emmalie!" Emmett stands up in frustration. I curl up into a ball. This is really the only real argument we've had.
"You know how I feel-"
I get cut off,
"- Stop saying that! You know how I feel! Rosalie I'm arguing with you because I love you."
I nod my head. Emmett paces back and fourth in front of me. Then the tears fall. I can't control the crying.
"I want forever too." I sob. Emmett lets out a deep breath and sit himself beside me.
"But Emmett- th-e baby." I say in between breaths.
"Don't do it." He simply utters.
Then i see through my tears Emmett standing up and speeding out of the room. He shuts the door with a loud bang leaving me alone in the room. Why did he just leave? I start to cry even more. I lay down covering my baby bump. I close my eyes but the tears don't stop flowing. I lay there for a few moments.
"Rosalie?" I hear a concerned voice from beside me.
I open my eyes and see Bella sitting at the foot of the bed.
"Bella, where is Emmett? What's going on?" I question. I sit up staring at her with a confused look on my face.
"He went for a run. That's all I know. Carlisle said you were going through a tough time and he said I'd be the second best person to comfort you, since Emmett left. I hope you don't mind." She says.
"No it's fine." I force a smile.
The tears slow down. Bella studies the tears.
"I've never seen you cry." She moves closer, "I know it's tough."
I nod my head in agreement.
"Bella," I mutter.
"Yes Rose?"
"Can you promise me something?"
She nods her head.
"Help Emmett look after the baby and Emmalie."
Bella smiles, a sad smile,
"Of course I will."
She wraps her arms around me with a hug. I hesitate at first but then wrap my arms around her too. Bella and I have became a lot closer since Renesmee's birth.
"Thank you." I mumble.
She breaks the hug tugging my hand. We stand up off the bed and walk towards the door.
"Come on let's go see Emmalie." She says, "you need to see her."
Bella is right. I do need to see Emmalie. We walk through the door and eventually into the lounge room. Emmalie sits on the carpet floor playing with her toys with Renesmee. Emmalie looks up and notices me. She walks over to me with a smile on her face. I missed when she got so excited when she saw me, when she was little. But now she's growing up.
"Hey Mum." She hugs me.
"Hey baby." I hug her back.
I walk to sit beside Bella who has sat on the couch with Ness at her side. Emmalie sits on the other side of me.
"You look sick mumma." Emmalie study's my hand.
I didn't realise she was holding it.
"I'm okay." I didn't want to tell Emmalie the story as to why.
"Emmalie i want you to know that i love you very much." I state.
Bella turns to me with a look of sadness. Then she takes her and Renesmee out of the room for some privacy.
"I love you to mum." She smiles.
"Are you excited for a new baby brother or sister?" I ask.
"Yep. I can't wait!"
"Will you look after her or him for me?"
"Yes, I will. They are my brother or sister after all." She utters.
"Thank you." I wrap my arms around her. I hold her in a tight hug. She hugs me back. I place three kisses on the crown of her hair.
"I love you Emmalie Lillian Cullen." I mumble.
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The minutes are passing. Emmett still hasn't came back yet. I lay down by myself in our bed. It is almost closer to night time. Almost practically closer to my death. I want to be by myself and if I could I would have Emmett by my side too. I place a hand over my pregnant stomach.
"Hi little one." I whisper.
Then I feel like someone has punched me in the stomach. I grind my teeth together holding back the scream. I wait for the pain to pass, curling into a ball. The pain keeps hurting and it's getting worse. Then it feels like someone has stabbed a knife into my lower abdomen. I scream and cry.
"Alice! Bella! Carlisle! Esme!" I scream, "someone!"
Then through the doors come Alice and Bella. Bella's eyes go wide with shock. Alice knells before me. Then it feels like someone has grabbed that knife and sliced it across my stomach. I scream more violently. This must be the end.
"Rosalie tell me what's wrong!" Alice speaks fast, demanding.
"The- baby!" I utter.
"Alice she's going into labour!" Bella yells.
"Bella, go get Carlisle." Alice orders.

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