3am thoughts

xxxiv

and i try to tell myself that 

i can't have you because i'll never be good enough

but i get jealous when you talk to her and smile at her

and i wish that she was me

i tell myself that i fall in love too easily

and i get over people too easily

but somehow i can't get over you 

and your smile and the stars in your eyes

and i hate myself for loving you so much

but thats the price i'm willing to pay for true love

yes hello i am alive