Third month-end of first trimester
I have been shopping with Mia for the baby and it is one of the hardest things ever. I get so many looks because I'm young. The good thing is I have almost everything the baby will need so I don't have to scramble to do it last minute. Its all thanks to Mia really. I did't want to do all of it without Louis but she made me get up every morning and shop. She said that I needed to do it before I was so pregnant I couldn't walk. That's what I'm not looking forward to. I always hated just sitting around not doing anything to me it's miserable. I guess if I feel bad enough it won't bother me but I don't really want to get to that point.
I've been skyping with Louis every chance I get, but its not the same. I long for the chance to hug him and touch the real Louis but he will be home once the baby is born and that's more than I could ever ask for. The feeling of not knowing who the father is,although finding out won't be much better, has me worrying non-stop. Before Louis left we went to the police to file a report but since I don't remember much and they don't have any leads we have to wait for the baby to be born to get a DNA test. I hope the father isn't a criminal that would be terrible to tell a child, but he or she will be loved by me Louis and of course my mom. Speaking of my mom she is coming down to visit in two months and hopefully she will not drag me back to Washington because I love it here. It has already become my home.
Sorry for the short chapter and not writing for so long I am just being really lazy and I'm sorry for that but I can't help it I swear I will not just stop writing or delete this so keep checking back like every week. maybe if I get good at this then I'll like put out a new chapter every Friday or something but for now love u and PEACE OUT!!!!
