Mariah POV:
*8:30 a.m*
I literally cried myself ta sleep. I was glad ta see August get in tha bed wit me last night. He juss held me. And he held me tight. It felt good ta know dat he was hea' wit me. He juss walked out tha bathroom. We kinda had ta freshen up hea'. I'm not crippled. Juss...a lil weak. But I can still do all tha typical stuff. When he zipped his bag, I patted tha spot beside me. He sat down and I looked in his eyes
August: "What cause it?"
Me: "*sighs* Severe stress and chromosomal abnormalities"
August: "What's dat?"
Me: "Basically eitha tha sperm or tha egg is faulty. Which means tha chromosomes can't line up properly. And results in a miscarriage..." I said lookin' at my hand
August: "Well. I know I'm tha cause of dat stress. I really fucked shit up. It really didn't hit me until...two days ago"
Me: "Hmm. It juss hit chu, huh?"
He looked at me
August: "Ha ha. Funny. I'm fa'real. I really fucked up. Dat night in Vegas is what really fucked it up. I regret dat shit. I shouldn't have been talkin' ta ha. So Ion blame you fa bein' pissed off at me"
Me: "I really wanted ta choke you. Yea I went through yo phone. Only cuz I seen ha name on yo screen. It pissed me off..."
August: "Obviously. Riah I'm really sorry. And I know what cause yo stress. Cuz I felt tha same way, too. My mind was on it all tha time. And dis...juss added on ta tha shit I'm already dealin' wit. I hated dis happened. I really wanted dat beybe"
He turned my face toward his
August: "And I really wanted our relationship, too"
I almost gave into those brown eyes of his. I shook my head...
Me: "Nope. I trusted what chu said last time. Do you not see dis situation? You've changed, August. You're not tha August I know and love. Tha August I know and love is faithful and doesn't lie. He wouldn't stress me out or piss me off. He would keep his word..." I said lookin' down
August: "I'm still tha same nigga you met. I juss got some extra baggage"
I shook my head. He lifted my chin and looked in my eyes
August: "I'm still tha same. Trust me"
Me: "Aug-"
He cut me off by kissin' me. And yea I kissed back. Then I hear Nae
Janae: "Ooooooo"
I started laughin' as I pulled away from tha kiss. She so childish...
Kirko: "I would ask. But Ion wanna know tha answer"
Me: "Whateva"
Jacquees: "How you feelin'? Obviously hella good"
Me: "*giggles* I feel fine. Juss tired from it all. Dats really it"
Aug phone rung so he walked out
Janae: "Do you know what chu wanna do yet?"
Me: "No. Ion know if I wanna tie my tubes or get on birth control"
Bresha: "Which one you think easier?"
Me: "Imma juss go wit birth control then. Na all I gotta figure out is if I want tha pill, shot, or tube. But I'm neva gettin' pregnant again. It's like torture fa me"
Janae: "I hate dat chu gotta go through dis. I hate ta see ya dis way"
Me: "I hate it, too. Dis is tha last time dis shit happens ta me"
