*Houston*
August POV:
Afta yestaday, I decided ta come ta Houston. Ava back at tha house wit Trav. I came ta Houston fa one reason and one reason only....
Me: "Kirkooo!"
Kirko: "Wassup mane!"
We dap and Nae came around tha corner wit KiKi and K.J
Kira: "Aug!"
Me: "Wassup lil bit!"
She hugs me and I hug back
Kira: "Where you been?"
Me: "*laughs* I been at home"
Kira: "Do you have a baby?"
I juss look at ha
Me: "Yeahhh. How'd ya figure I did?'
Kira: "I have my ways"
Kirko: "Also known as nosy"
Kira: "*giggles* Is it a boy or girl?"
Me: "Girl. Ha name's Ava"
Kira: "I wanna meet Ava"
Me: "Talk ta yo folks bout dat"
Kira: "Mommy. Daddy" She sung high pitched
Kirko: "We gotta go ta Atlanta soon anyways so we'll drop by"
Kira: "Yay!"
Janae: "*giggles* Been a minute since we seen you"
Me: "I know. I been dealin' wit some shit"
Janae: "I heard"
Me: "Mmm....so you know all...of basically er'thang?"
Janae: "Yea. Did I eva tell you dat chu a fuck boy?"
Me: "Every chance you get"
Kirko: "Explain..."
Me: "Ion like cussin' 'round KiKi"
Kirko: "*sucks teeth* She used ta it. She'ont repeat. No moe..."
Me: "*chuckles* In dat case. I fucked up. Uhh...long story short. I gotta deal wit Miracle crazy ass. I got full custody of Ava. Me and Mariah are still friends...but I still pop ha cherry. She was wit dat nigga Korfucko..."
Then Kirk starts laughin'. And Nae looks at him
Kirko: "What? It's funny" He said still laughin'
I laugh and shake my head
Me: "Uhhh....dat relationship ended..."
Kirko: "Why?"
Me: "Cuz me and Mariah fucked in NOLA. But he cheated befoe dat even happened. Soooo....I ain't see problem. But she ended dat relationship even though it was ova befoe it was ova...."
Kirko: "Ah. Okay..."
Me: "But yea. Umm. Dats juss about it. There could be moe, but I know Nae knows er'thang so she can tell you..."
Kirko: "So you and MeMe not ta'getha?"
Me: "Nah. What gave you dat idea?"
Kirko: "I seen all dat shit y'all was postin'. I figured...y'all was"
Me: "Nah. Juss friends. But um. I'm still in love wit ha"
Janae: "Seriously?"
I juss nod
Kirko: "Then get yo girl!"
Janae: "No"
Me/Kirko: "No?!"
Janae: "Aug. You know I love you like a brotha. But...she has lost ha mind"
Me: "She has always been crazy. Dat ain't nun new..."
Janae: "Nahhhhh. I meant dat as in...she lost ha mind cuz of you"
Me: "Cuz of me?"
Janae: "Yes. Because of how she feels about chu...it fucked up not only ha mind set, but ha feelin's, too. She was happy as long as you were out tha picture. You came back...and it juss made ha feelin's fa you even stronger. Long story short...she wasn't actin' ha'self. She knew she was actin' out of ha character. She's weak when it comes ta you, bruh..."
Me: "I doubt dat..."
Janae: "She said it ha'self. She knows she can't resist you. Dats hard fa ha ta do. She's in love wit chu, too. And dats ha problem"
I juss look at ha. But dat answers my question...
Me: "How in tha hell is dat a problem?"
Kirko: "Yea. What he asked..."
Janae: "Cuz she sees nun but August. She will neva be happy in anotha relationship as long as she's still in love wit chu. She blinded by dat fact"
Me: "Again. How in tha hell is dat a problem?"
Kirko: "Beybe. You can't help who ya love. If dey love is dat strong...then it juss is. Dey can't help dat. Dey obviously feel tha same way. And it's obvious MeMe is tryna push it away...cuz she's scared ta get hurt. Dats all ha problem is. And dis nigga ova hea' don't wanna say shit cuz he tryna keep ha happy best way he can. So eitha way dey both really doin' sum'n' ta avoid gettin' back ta'getha. So bein' fuck buddies is as close as dey both will get..."
Tha fact dat he was accurate as fuck threw me off. But Janae juss stares at him...
Kirko: "Babe you're harsh wit tha shit you say. I juss said it my way. Dats less harsh. Still tha truth...juss nicer. Like Selena Gomez says...tha heart wants what it wants..."
We juss look at him and I raise my eyebrow
Me: "Tha hell?
Kirko: "Aye. I listen ta all kinds of music. I have a daughter ya know. So I kinda have no choice but ta know dat song"
Imma let dat go lol
Me: "Anyways. I needa talk ta ha..."
Janae: "Ion think y'all needa be ta'getha period. She needs ta worry bout ha'self and not so much on if you're gonna fuck up again. She said ha'self....she needs ta let dat love she has fa you go. So...dats what she is doin'. As yo friend she's gonna have dat love and she always will. But she realizes...she's fuckin' up...by dealin' wit chu. So if you love ha like you say ya do...you would-"
Me: "Let ha go and let ha be happy"
Janae: "Exactly. It's not juss fa ha. It's fa you too cuz it shows on yo face how much it affects you. So look at it as a good thang fa you. And a good thang fa ha. But chu grown. Do what your heart tells you. Nobody can stop you"
I juss sit and think...
Me: "Nah. You right. As long as I know she has love fa me...dats all dat mattas. Thank ya. Thank ya so much. I appreciate it. I'll holla at y'all lata"
Kira: "Bye Aug"
Me: "Lata lil bit"
I walk out and go sit in tha car. As a friend...I care fa ha feelin's. Maybe dats tha best thang ta do...
*Another place on the map*
Mariah POV:
I have been hea' fa three weeks. I been debatin' whetha ta go back home or stay. But I know I gotta go back cuz I wanna get back ta work. I juss kinda vanished from dat. Aug been worried bout me, but na he knows I'm all good. Kordero been blowin' me up. Ion know why besides tha fact he wants ta talk. Bein' hea' has done me some good. Imma changed person. I can actually say I'm nicer. But umm. I gotta talk ta Aug as soon as I get back. Then Kordero. I know exactly how...it should be....
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Quickie update. It's over 1,000 words. I swear lol
Tha good part is comin'. I have that one part planned out lmao. It's comin' though. Slowly but surely!
I watch Tyler Perry's House Of Payne too much lol. I heard Calvin say "lil bit" too much
