*Dr. Bassett a.k.a Dr. B in MM*
Kirko POV:
I think goin' ta dis counselor is a good idea. I can easily hate ha...but I won't. And don't. I juss think it would be betta if...er'thang...was put out on tha table. While I was sittin' in tha waitin' room readin' dis long ass list of shit my manager sent me, I heard tha doe close...
Me: "Suprise suprise. You on time"
Janae: "I tol' you I would be"
She left a chair in between us then sat down. We sat quietly as we waited. When we got called, we followed tha lady ta back. Then we walk in a room
Lady: "Dr. Bassett, your clients, Kirk and Janae Randle"
Dr. B: "Thank you, Amber"
She nods and closes tha doe
Dr. B: "Nervous?"
Janae: "Yes"
Dr. B: "Don't be. Please, have a seat. Get comfortable"
We sit down, but and different ends of tha couch
Dr. B: "Ooo. Bad energy. You two are...far apart"
Me: "Betta dis way"
Janae: "Totally agreed"
Dr. B: "That's not good. Already starting off on a bad foot. The tension so thick, I could cut it with a knife..."
Janae: "Oh trust me. It's a lot of it"
Me: "Don't use tha word trust. You'ont know what dat is"
She looks at me
Dr. B: "What do you mean by she doesn't know what trust is?"
Me: "I mean that as in...she doean't think it exist. She doean't know what faithful is. She broken all trust I had fa ha"
Dr. B: "When did you lose your trust for her?"
Me: "It was actually...a few years back. Befoe we got married"
Dr. B: "What caused you to not trust her?"
Me: "She cheated"
Janae: "Stop. He thinks I was cheatin'"
Me: "Janae. Anytha g sexual wit anotha human bein'...is cheatin'..."
Janae: "I neva physically had sex wit him"
Me: "And you tol' me dat. But tha fact dat chu had anotha nigga feelin' on you, kissin', and groapin' yo ass...is cheatin' in my eyes. Anythang sexual is cheatin'"
Dr. B: "Janae, what made you do that?"
Janae: "I felt he wasn't attracted ta me...."
I look at ha fast as hell. Dis is new ta me
Janae: "I had put on some weight. He wouldn't touch me. I was very insecure fa awhile. And dat made it no betta"
Dr. B: "Kirk, you have this look on your face. What are you thinkin'?"
Me: "Dis is new ta me. I ain't know dat. She neva brought dat up. I apologize fa makin' you feel dat way..."
She juss shrugs
Me: "She shoulda came ta me. I tol' ha she shouldn't let no nigga touch ha like dat unless it's me. Nae, you lost some trust..."
She looks at ha hand
Dr. B: "Kirk, you seem calm. Too calm"
Me: "Dats juss how I am. Real laid back"
Dr. B: "So you don't really get upset?"