*Houston*
Kirko POV:
I think Nae's pissed off at me. She say she not...but ha attitude says otha wise. Tha kids are wit my mama fa tha day. So dis is a good time ta talk ta ha. I go downstairs ta tha livin' room and sit on tha couch next ta ha
Me: "Hey babe"
Janae: "Hey"
Me: "You been actin' weird these last three weeks. You're mad at me"
Janae: "Dis again..."
Me: "Yea dis again"
Janae: "Kirk. I'm not mad"
Me: "Yes you are"
Janae: "No I'm not. You know how I feel. I tol' you how I felt. But mad isn't in tha category"
Me: "Ion believe dat"
Janae: "Why not?"
Me: "Cuz you're you. When you want sum'n'...you want it right then and there. And if yeen ain't got it...you'll be pissed about it fa'eva"
Janae: "Beybe. I'm really not mad..."
Me: "So wassup then?"
She juss looks at me and I raise my eyebrow
Janae: "Growin' up...I neva had dat...motherly love from my mama. Hell...I didn't have dat fatherly love eitha cuz he was neva there. I basically raised myself. My mama didn't support me in anythang. And she still doesn't. She neva came ta anythang I did. She neva helped wit projects. Nun like dat..."
She turned ha head
Janae: "She tol' me...I rememba dis like it was yestaday. She said you're only hea' cuz nobody else wants you. So I'm stuck wit chu. And I wish I wasn't. I have betta shit ta do than take care of you. Then walked off like she neva said it"
Me: "Damn"
Janae: "*clears throat* She put niggas befoe ha own daughter. Ha only child. Dat she carried fa nine months. And she neva gave me as much love as she gave those niggas. So I always tol' myself...when I have my own kids...Imma give'em all tha love and care in tha world. Imma give'em what I neva had. Dats why KiKi and K.J mean tha world ta me. You rememba me tryna have my mama apart of KiKi life. You see how dat went. Dats even moe of a reason why I wanted ta have ha..."
Me: "I'm sorry you had ta deal wit dat. Na I see why you want anotha beybe"
I wiped ha cheek
Janae: "*sniffles* I tol' you I wasn't mad. I guess it was juss...tha fact dat it was on my mind. I urged fa anotha child. I was goin' off of dat. So you're right. Two is a comfortable amount of kids ta have. And we got lucky ta have one of each"
She pecks my lips and I kiss back
Me: "No moe kids?"
She shakes ha head
Me: "Well. There may be no moe kids. But you'll always receive love from tha two we have na. And from me..."
Janae: "I know. I love you"
Me: "I love you, too"
Okay. Dats settled. But it explains a lot. But who knows. No moe kids. Right na anyways. I might have a change of heart..
August POV:
I'm juss na gettin' ta Mariah's house. When I pull up, I see anotha car. Neva seen it a day in my life. I'm surprised she would even be up at dis time. She really ain't tha early type. When I go up ta ha doe, I knock. A few minutes lata she opens tha doe surprised ta see me. She walks outside and looks up at me
