Previously:
August: "Hey beybe"
Me: "Miracle pregnant?!"
August: "Shit"
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Mariah POV:
I'm juss patiently waitin' fa him ta answer. Then he says sum'n'...
August: "You say what na?"
Me: "Nigga don't fuckin' play wit me. Don't pretend like you neva juss said shit. You got dis ho pregnant?!" I semi-yelled hittin' him wit tha pillow
August: "Riah-"
Me: "Answer! My fuckin' question! I swea' on life I will cut yo dick off and send it ta tha bitch" I said walkin' towards him
He put his arms out and held me back. I juss knocked'em off of me. But he put'em right back. I juss knocked'em off again
Me: "Stop! August tell me!"
August: "You won't get mad? Cuz you seem upset"
Me: "I'm not upset. I won't get mad. I promise"
August: "*sighs* She says I did"
Me: "YOU STUPID FUCK NIGGA!" I yelled hittin' his head
He pinned me against tha wall
August: "Stop. Hittin' me, Riah. So serious. You said you wouldn't get mad"
Me: "I didn't get mad. I got hella pissed tha fuck off"
August: "Babe. Ion know if dat kid is mines. So I tol' ha dat a DNA test would be done"
Me: "You so fuckin' stupid. Tha bitch prolly set yo ass up. Dats yo beybe and you know it. You juss don't wanna believe it is cuz it's gonna be by Miracle"
August: "Ion know if dat beybe is mines. She wasn't around me every single day"
Me: "How far is she?"
August: "Well na two months"
Then I got ta thinkin'. Then it hit me...
Me: "YOU FUCKED DAT BITCH IN VEGAS?! YOU GOT ME AND DAT HO PREGNANT AT THA SAME FUCKIN' TIME?! AND YEEN AIN'T USE A DAMN CONDOM?!"
August: "Yes. I fucked ha in Vegas. 'Iight. She was there. And-And I was pissed off at myself. I was in my feelin's. I can admit dat. So since she was there, I released it. But I used a condom. I know dat fa a fact. I took it out my wallet and put it on befoe I even fuck tha bitch"
I juss looked at him. Imma let dat slide cuz she is a bitch...
Me: "Tha shit. Broke. You got tha ho pregnant. Get it through yo thick head. So yea. You released it 'iight. You released yo cum into dat bitch. She don't see you like I do. Well like used ta see you. She sees you as August Alsina tha nigga wit tha bank account dats bigga than her whole entire life! You are ha paycheck ding bat ass nigga. It's real fucked up dat through all dis...I miscarried. Not one but TWO of of our kids. She has not yet miscarried. Ya know what..."
I snatched my wrist and walked off. I grabbed his bag and put it in his arms
Me: "Go. Go be wit dat bitch. Enjoy yo lil family. Cuz tha shit you show me...ain't love. You moe faithful ta dat ho than you are ta me. And I've known you fa a long ass time! You were moe faithful ta me when we were juss fuck buddies. And you know it's true. You put me through all dis shit! And you'ont give no fucks! Bout how it makes me feel! Cuz you keep doin' tha same shit! Ova! And ova! Again! I kept givin' you chances and you fuck tha shit up! Why?! Do you find it fun?! Do you enjoy seein' me dis way?!"
I wiped my cheek and he opened his mouth ta say sum'n'...but he closed it back. Then he looked at me
August: "No"
Me: "You hesitated wit dat answer"
August: "Nah. Riah I really don't..." He said sittin' on my bed
Me: "Nope. You gon' stand up and talk ta me" I said pullin' him up "Why should I believe dat? Gimme one good reason why I should"
August: "Cuz I love you"
Me: "No you don't and not a good enough reason"
August: "I put dat on my brotha. I put dat on er'thang I love. I really, truly don't like seein' you like dis. If you only knew what dis does ta me mentally and emotionally...then you would undastand"
I had ta go stand on tha otha side of my room. I almost hit him...
Me: "Aug. Outta all people. You truly don't think...I wouldn't undastand? Lemme fill you in on sum'n'. I do undastand. Trust me. I'm tha one goin' through tha shit! And it's fuck up you're tha one causin' it!"
August: "Miracle-I mean. Fuuuck!"
My mouth dropped open. Dat really juss shocked me
August: "Babe I'm so-"
Me: "Leave. Go. Bye. Callin' me anotha bitch name ain't go fly wit me. At all! Since she's clearly on yo mind...maybe she'll let chu in ta'night and let chu stay. Bye!" I said pushin' him out my room.
I threw his bag in tha hallway and closed my room doe lockin' it
August: "Mariah. I'm sorry. It was an accident"
I walk ova ta my phone and hook it ta my speakers
August: "Beybe open tha doe"
I turn my volume up on both my phone and speakers and blast my music then go in tha bathroom ta shower. All lines have been crossed. Our on and off relationship....is off
Miracle POV:
I'm glad that DNA test didn't get done. I know who tha father is. It's not that damn hard to figure it out. Yea. Okay. Aug did use a condom. He was right about that. But it broke! While I was in my kitchen, a bang on my door scared tha fuck outta me. I closed my refrigerator and went to my door. I look through tha peep hole and it's August. So I open tha door and he walks right in
Me: "Tha fu-"
August: "I tol' yo ass not ta say shit. And what do you do. You put it out there fa tha whole mothafuckin' world ta know. You did tha shit on fuckin' purpose. You knew she would see tha shit. You fucked up fa dat shit. Real fucked up. So thank you, Miracle. Thank you so very much fa fuckin' up shit fa yo own damn pleasure. I hope you're happy cuz I'm not. At dis point...I could give no fucks bout what tha fuck you do. Ion want any part of it. None"
He walked out slammin' tha door behind him. She needed to know. Now she does...
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Quickie update!
Yo! I ALMOST threw shade in this chapter. But I didn't! I held back! I held back. I feel so good bout myself right now...
