One Chance

Chapter 18 - The Pain

Megan's POV

"Hey, hey, Megan. Can you hear me?" I hear a soft voice say. I'm still trembling, I opened my eyes slowly. The room is still spinning. I look up to see a blurry figure. "Wha-?" I started but didn't finish. "Hey Megan, its okay. Your okay." She said reassuring me. My vision cleared up and u could identify that it was Amanda. She helped me up onto the couch, slowly so I don't fall again. "I'm glad you called when you did." She said. I looked around me, slightly confused. "W-where's Sean?" I asked. The room still spinning, I tried to gain control over whatever was happening. "W-what happened? Why does everything hurt?" I asked. I was in pain. I didn't know what happened. "I think you had a panic attack dear." She said. I felt so unbalanced and unaware of everything around me. I felt vulnerable. I've felt it before, but not this strong. I don't like it... "Hey, easy. I'm going to call the guys and -" Before she could finish the front door opened quickly, with Sean rushing in. "Oh my God, are you okay babe?!" He said rushing towards me. Matt came in behind following with Mark. "They were both on their way here so I picked them up and explained what happened." Matt explained. Sean had his hands cupped around my face checking if I'm okay. "I'm so sorry Megan. I should have been here. I should have waited." He said. He kept going on and on about how it was his fault. Amanda was getting something from the kitchen, Matt and Mark were talking about the incident, and Sean wouldn't listen to me. He was standing right in front of me, and he still couldn't see the pain in my eyes. Maybe he can, maybe he's just over worried... I thought. I leaned forward, kissing his soft gentle lips, making him stop talking. He deepened the kiss, which didn't last long. We pulled away, resting his head on mine. Our foreheads touching, he simply replied, "that's one way to make me stop talking."

Sean's POV

I couldn't believe I wasn't there to help her. I couldn't focus. I was working on a video when Megan rolled in. I told her she had to use a wheel chair if she wanted to move around. "Hey, do you- OH! S-sorry I didn't want to interrupt your recording. I didn't hear you and I thought you were done." She said. "No, its fine what's up baby?" I asked shaking my head. "I wanted to know if you wanted to play any games. Like a cute small date or something..." She said shyly. "Yea, give me a little, and I'll be out." I said smiling. She closed the door, and I sat at the computer. I saw her face in the background as I edited. I saved the little clip but cutted it out of the video. After I was finished I walked out to see Megan playing the new DOOM Mark had brought over. "Hey sweetie." I said as I sat next to her missing her cheek. "Hi." She was so focused on the game. "Would you like to live stream? We've got a few hours before something." I asked putting my hand on her leg. She paused the game looking over at me. "I don't know.. What would we do?" She asked. "If your afraid of it just being us, Mark texted me saying he'd gladly join, and probably Cards Against Humanity or The Ultimate Chicken." I reassured her. She nodded get head. "Yea, you could do a Q&A work Mark and I as well." She suggested. I agreed, and started setting up the equipment.

"Oh I got one, how did you and Megan meet?" Mark asked. I looked over at Megan, and smiled. "Umm, we were both in college, and I heard someone screaming for help." I started. She looked down and blushed. "He came to my rescue. Brought me to the nurse where I then went to the hospital due to a broken arm and wrist. He brought me flowers. And reassured me everything would be okay." She said looking at me. I could see the love in her eyes. I could see stars. A whole galaxy. I leant in, and kissed her.
I started looking through the Twitter hash tag. I looked over at Megan, to see her tearing up. She quickly put the laptop down and rolled into the other room. "Mark, can you keep the stream company? I need to do something.." I asked. "Yea sure. Do you guys have questions for me?" Mark asked the stream. I walked into our room. "Megan what's wrong?" I asked sitting on the bed near her. "They don't like me Sean! They wished I died in the hospital! They want you and Mark together instead!" She said crying. "Well, they don't understand what we have Megan. I love you, and it doesn't matter what they say. You are here for a reason. And you only get one chance to live Megan. And I'm blessed to have you in my life. You can sit in here and watch the rest of the stream. I don't want you to overlook anything. You are mine, and you belong here." I said. I kissed her cheek and looked at her. God damn she was so beautiful. And in just a few weeks she can walk and I can take her anywhere. I can show her how amazing she is to me.

Hey. Sorry I haven't updated, I've been dealing with a lot. And I've had writers block. I'm planning on writing more this summer. Thank you for continuous support. 😽❤

As you can also see, I did change the cover. I wanted something up-to-date.