Allison is a young 14 year old female. She is now witnessing a world. But in this world, she is also experiencing bullying, hatred, ect. This is now the absolute worst time in her life right now, her parents were murdered, and her older sister was r...
It's November... November is usually one of my favorite months. But this time, its just depressing me. Especially when it rains. It makes me feel dead inside, and I hate it. My mom, dad, and sister are gone... It's been a month since I've seen them. I miss them so much. Ever since they died, I have lived with my grandma. She beats me and sometimes I go to bed hungry. I have to cry myself to sleep each night because if I don't, I think of my family and what I could have done to stop their deaths. But I didn't.. I just watched it happen. Was I helpless? No.. Did I have any broken limbs? Definitely not.. I just stood there.. watching.
I saw my mothers blood gushing out. It was actually quite... beautiful.. I don't know how or why but it was. It made me think of rubies. So red and pretty. I like it a lot.
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Ugh, I really need to clear my mind. Am I crazy or something? There is no way I should be happy about my mothers blood oozing out of her body. That's just disgusting and weird. Maybe I'm going through a phase? I wish I could talk to someone about it but the only other person I have is my grandma. I am definitely not going to talk to her. She's such a bitch with no life and no mercy.
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I don't understand.. Why would I say something like that?? I'm just going to sleep it off and call it a night. Whatever..
