JACOB'S P.O.V
Pain
It fills my body like air fills your lungs.
I feel well and truly empty without her.
It has been an hour. A heart achingly long hour since I told the love of my life that we can't be together anymore. I am currently running through god knows what forest, trying to let out my depression somehow but nothing seems to work.
Only Renesmee can cure me.
"What the fucking hell is wrong with you man??" Jared suddenly enters my head.
Me: "What do you want Jared?"
I'm really not in the mood for any interaction with anyone right now.
Jared: "Why would you do that to Nessie? She's your imprint for crying out loud! Why did you dump her?"
Me: "Remember that leech the boys and I found while patrolling?"
Jared: "Yeahhh..."
Me: "He is working for the Volturi, and he knows about Ness and I. I have to pretend I don't love her so the vamp doesn't have anything to report back."
Jared: "Shit, that's bad."
"I have an idea, let's just kill it!" Seth comes into our mental conversation.
Jared: "we would kill it but the asshole just keeps freaking running away."
Seth: "By the way Jake, you're a dick for leaving Ness, whatever the reason."
Me: "I know"
"Well what are we waiting for? Lets go kill the bastard!" Jared chants
I take off running the way I was going before I get stopped by Seth.
Seth: "Hey, Jake. Wrong way, man."
Jared: "La Push is south"
Me: "Where are we?"
Seth: "Canada, you're a fast runner when you're upset."
"Good to know." I turn around and run another direction.
"SOUTH Jake!!" Seth and Jared both shout in my head. I haven't been able to concentrate since I broke up with Renesmee.
I just feel... incomplete.
"I know what you mean" Seth's thoughts mutter. Poor kid still hasn't imprinted. I wince, insinuating a sympathetic smile in wolf form, but continue running south.
The run back to La Push is silent. No conversations, no relaxation, joking, and worse - no vampire.
We get to the woods next to La Push beach and phase back. I slip on my knee shorts and immediately run back to my house, wanting nothing more than to be alone.
I reach my front door and not to my surprise, it is unlocked. My old man never keeps a key with him.
I go inside and lock the door. I head to my room but in the living room I notice a note. It reads,
Jake,
I'm spending the night at Charlie's, i'll be back tomorrow.
Dad x
I scrunch the paper up in a ball and throw it to the bin, but miss by a long shot.
My wolf reflexes make it near impossible to miss such a shot. But with my intoxicating thoughts of Renesmee flying around in my head, I become oblivious to almost everything.
Leaving the note in the kitchen sink, I slump to my bedroom and lean by the door frame. I stand there frozen, all the emotions suddenly come flooding into me.
