JACOB'S P.O.V
To be reunited with your imprintee is the best feeling ever. Since Nessie has come back I have been complete. No more lack of sleep or food, no more anger leashed, no more depression.
One thing I am not happy about is the nightmares. I know I shouldn't, but I can't help but blame myself for causing them because I didn't rescue her sooner. It kills me too hear her screaming in the middle of the night, crying.
I couldn't care about my loss of sleep over her, as long as Ness is ok, so am I.
But she's not ok- so I'm not either.
Another thing I'm worried about, Alec. How could I have not known she would have a blood singer?
The world has it for us, always causing problems. Figures Renesmee would have a blood singer.
What if she chooses Alec over me? What if she prefers to be with a vampire instead of a wolf like me?
Will I be able to live with that? Knowing she would be in the arms of another, kissing another, loving another?
She would be happy, unfortunately that's what the imprinter wants. They give up their own emotions to care for their lovers. If Ness chooses Alec, I will have to live with it.
As an imprintee, I feel her pain,
live through it with her.
I feel the clench of my heart ache just at the thought of her being unhappy.
I try to keep my thoughts clean when she touches me; which is hard because she usually is. I haven't slipped before, luckily. I don't want her worrying about me.
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So what film do you wanna watch?" I ask amused. I watch my angel standing by the DVD rack, hand on hip, eyebrows furrowed in confusion. She's too cute.
What I'm smirking at though, is the view I get due to her facing away from me.
She needs to stop wearing pyjama shorts or so help me.
"Hmm.... What about..."
"The Exorcist!" I almost shout happily with my plan.
"Ugh, fine." She picks the DVD case out of the pile and places it in the tv.
"But you know I hate scary films." She pouts but wrapped herself in the duvet in the couch.
"I know, but now you get to cuddle me if you're scared."
I sling an arm around her shoulder and bring her closer to me.
"you would've done so anyway." She mutters before turning the movie on.
*
We ended up turning the movie off ten minutes into it because Ness was scared. I don't mind though, as long as she's content.
"Let's watch Grown Ups, something funny."
I reply with a nod as she once again places the DVD in the tv.
We do the same, snuggle up under the covers with my arm around her shoulders, her legs slung over my torso as we share a bowl of popcorn.
We watch the film happily, laughing constantly at the jokes. Of course I've seen Grown Ups before, but it never fails to make me smile.
After that movie was done, we had a James bond marathon- just of the newer ones though.
I turn the finishing movie off and turn to my girlfriend.
Her head lays limp in the crook of my neck as she sleeps soundly. Probably catching up on lost sleep.
I lean over slightly to the table and pick up the house phone.
"Hello?" Jaspers accented voice comes from the other end if the line. He sounds slightly distressed, I wonder what they're talking about over there.
