It's a change {TW story}

Sad girls smokes a lot.

*2013* Nathan's p.o.v.

" Nathan " i answered in the phone. I didn't recognize the caller id, and I really didn't hope that it was some crazy fan who had gotten my number. 

" Hey Nathan! It's Alice Davidson. " , Mrs, Davidson? Wow, I hadn't heard from them in a loonngg time.. I wonder how Elisabeth is doing? 

" Hello Mrs, Davidson! What a lovely surprise. Haven't heard from you in a while. How's every one? " I sat down in the sofa and waited for her reply. I didn't really cared about the others, I was just wondering about Elisabeth... I haven't talked with her.  

" I guess we are... It was hard when you left. Elisabeth had a though time comping with you moving. ", oh shit,  

"Oh, I am sorry. But how is she now? Is it okay? "tons of thoughts ran trough in my mind.  

"Not good Nathan. That's actually why I am calling you! She's really bad, her grades has dropped, her health is an issue and she has surrounded her self with bad people, really bad people Nathan. "I swallowed hard, "What kinda bad people are we talking about? "I was really worried. She had always been a straight A student and always the Good girl.  

" Smoking drinking, comes home late every night. Sometimes she never even comes home, and she sleeps around... A lot! But the worst part is that she doesn't eat..." all the air stopped. Elisabeth? My little Eli?  

" No! It.it can't be true, Mrs Davidson! It can't be right! Oh God, what have I done.? ", " Nothing Nathan... I love you like a son, but when you left she would sit up every night waiting for a call or a text. But she never got one. "she paused before continuing ; "So I ask you Nathan. Maybe you could try to come back home, maybe seeing you will help her? " 

"Ehm, off course! I will take the first train I can and try to get there as soon as I can! " , " Thank you Nathan. I can't wait until I can see you again! But I won't tell Eli, I don't think that she's to keen on seeing you again... " and with that and some Good byes we hung up...  

What have I done? . I sunk down in the black leather sofa and ran my fingers trough my hair. I hadn't given her attention, not at all! It was just like she never had been in my life really. I remembered that I sent her a text a while ago saying; Hope you had a good time, talk to ya later ;)xx  

and the worst part was that it wasn't meant to her. It was meant to a random girl I met at a bar and then ended up having sex with... I quickly text her back saying I was sorry and that it wasn't meant to her, and I got one back saying that she hated my guts...  

But what can I do? What's done is done. It's in the past...  

I made myself a cuppa and called the management telling them that I would be away for some days, it was pretty calm now and we were "home" in England...

Elisabeths p.ov.

" Aye! Lisa! You gotta try this stuff! It's epic! " I stumbled trough the room to get to the slurred voice in the end of the room.  

" Yeah, what is it? " I replied, the music in the background was pumping and everything was clear, the guy, Rob held a little plastic bag with green tiny leafs in it.  

" Dude! I am already high, no need for more pot... " he shock his head so hard, that you could see the sweat drops flying around. Ugh... He then laughed and took my hand from my side and placed the bag in it.  

" Sweetie, this isn't weed! It's Salvia. It can be a little scary at first, but in the end you will have the. time. of. your. life! " I gazed down a little unsure on the bag in my hands, and then back to Rob who was now holding a bong in his hands. Around me people were smoking and blasting Nirvana from some dudes old gramophone, I was already stoned on weed... But it was actually getting kinda boring, so what the hell, why not?! 

I opened the plastic bag and poured some of it in my hand, just when I thought that I was done, Rob tilted the bag more so I got more in my hand. I took the bong from his hands and put the dried leafs in it, brought the lighter to it... Right when I was about to inhale the smoke, my pocket starts to vibrate; " Lisa, baby! Your booty is vibrating! " I looked down and saw my friend Miley staring and pointing to my back pocket.  

" It's just my phone... " I gave the bong to her and she gladly inhaled the smoke. I shocked my head and answered it:  

" Elisabeth!? " my brothers voice were panicking and sounded really worried, " What's wrong Logan? " I asked him calmly, I was now on 'second base' in my trip,  

" It's mom! She's really ill! You gotta come home! NOW " it took some seconds for me to take in what he just said. But when it had sunk in in my fucked up clear mind I started to search frantically after all my things that were spreed around the room. Still with the phone pressed up against my ear, 

" Shit! Oh, I am - I am on my way " we hung up and I came close to a couple who were eating each other faces and were just about to hit third base...  

" Miley, I gotta get home " I said and pushed my rucksack further up. You couldn't reach her, she was trying to stand up and was talking about " The people " , I knew that I shouldn't leave her like this. But my moms health is more important right now!  

" Rob! " I said. he stopped in his laughter fit and looked at me with wide eyes, fuck he's high... " I am out " I patted his shoulder and walked out of the door, out in a dark ally. The only light came from a lamppost further down to the right. I didn't really knew where I where and how to get home, but I decided that I should follow the light. Ha, "I AM DYING ! " I am so funny when I am high...  

   I pulled a pack marlboro red light out from my jacket and placed a cigaret in between my red painted lips. Lighted it. Took a long inhale and blew the smoke up to the dark sky above me. Sad girls smoke a lot

   It took a while to get home, I don´t know how long really... But when I opened the door I took a deep breath and dropped the cigaret on the ground. My mind wasn´t all clear after all the weed I took but the walk helped me!

“ I am hoommee! “ I sang, I had totally forgot why I had left the “party” but my voice sounds really weird!

“ Elisabeth!? Are you on drugs, again? “ Logan came up to me, he was wearing his “ R.E.M “ band shirt and he had a little beanie on top of his head. You could see his brown/black hair on the sides, and he had a little stubble on his chin... My brother is HOT!

“ Ehm..? If you believe in the answer. The answer, is the answer... “ ,

“ She is high, she always talk deep when she´s on drugs... “ he grabbed my arm hard and I whined.

“ Oh God... Take her to her room Logan, we will have to deal with all this shit tomorrow. “ I could hear my mom in the living room... what!? Wasn´t she ill? She looks totally fine to me!

Logan helped me up the stairs when I heard another voice speak from downstairs: “ Is she like this often? “ the voice was low and I recognized it...

   “ Wait, what?! “ I wriggled myself out from Logans grip and peeked to see if it really was true... “ Oh sweet Jesus... “ I pushed Logan out of the way and ran down the stairs,

“ Nathan? “ I spoke, he lifted his head and met my eyes. For a moment I felt myself drowning in his green eyes that I hadn´t seen in a long time... All these memories came flooding back to me and my eyes became watery. I am always so fricking deep and emotional when I am stoned...

“ Hey Elli... Nice to see you “ he stood up and I could see him properly now, he was wearing jeans like always and a blue jumper, he also had a beanie on, a gray one. And it looked like he hadn´t shaved in a while, his fringe was also gone!

“ What are you doing here? “ I asked,

“ I came to see you! “ he opened his arms like I was going to give him a hug, but then I remembered...:

“ Jerk “ I said and walked up the stairs to my room... Trying to ignore the warm feeling I had in my chest, I plugged my headphones in and Something In The Way came on.

I can´t be feeling this way... I can´t still have feelings for this Asshole...

A/N : This is the second chapter, and once again. I am so sorry for my grammar and spelling !

COMENT FAN & VOTE ! ily ~ E