It's a change {TW story}

High love.

Nathans p.o.v

   I watched her as she carefully blew the smoke out. Her pretty light pink lips were shaped like a fish when she tried to make smoke rings. She was beautiful. The others laughed when she failed, I tried to laugh with them but it just ended up with me staring at her eyes when her laughter filled my ears and she playfully punched a guys arm when he made fun of her. She had a spark in them, but never that glint that she used to have. That glint that made her normally brown eyes into a field of colors, you could see some amber, hazel, and a hint of green and if you looked really firmly, a hint of red. I know this sounds crazy, but I am serious... In the outline of her eye, you could see some red in her brown eyes...

“ Nathan? “ I returned to the cruel reality after spending a time in the magical land of Elisabeth Amelia Davidson’s eyes. “ Are you high? “ the voice spoke to me now. And with a flash of worry in it.

“ Ehm, yeah... Just like the empire state building! “ I opened my arms just to show them how high I was. And that was really high.“ Woow, Nathan. Sit down, “ Elisabeths neat hand grabbed my elbow and pulled me carefully down to her on the wooden floor. “ Okay, I told you to not give him heavy stuff! He isn´t used to it, and I don´t want him to be either... “ , I sat down next to her and looked around. In a big circle on the floor in someones flat sat maybe around, 5-7 people. In the middle of it three bongs, different colored lighters and surprising a couple of books. And these weren´t the kind of books you just goes and byes for 4,95 £ in a normal bookstore. No, it was the kinda books you just finds. Maybe in a dumpster, a secondhand store or in your grandpas dusty old attic- deep down in a moving box. It was those kinda books, in them there were post-its notes, I had asked why they had put them in the pages. And one girl, Lacy I think her name was, explained to me while braiding her long black her, that books had loads of beautiful “thoughts” in them. So, instead of just reading them word by word and in the end, without notching, there aren´t more words to read. You read one page over and over again, just because you didn´t understood the thought or emotion behind them. And if you had to read a page more then one time. You attached a post-it note to it, so you could read it more. And these pages had the most beautiful words in them...

I think she said something like that, that was what I heard.

“ Come on Liz! “ Elisabeth has sooo many nicknames it´s crazy! “ The lad gotta have some fun, right!? “, Elisabeth let go of my arm and it felt cold right after, I watched her as she stood up to walk over to this guy who I recognized a bit. But not to much. When she stood right next to him she bend down to his height, raised her hand and slapped him.

“ Leave him alone. “ she said trough gritted teeth, “ I can give him twice as much fun as you can in a life time, in one hour. “ , “ Okay, I get it! Girls! “ he shouted, “ this Nathans fellow is taken. Lizzy here, is going to sleep with him... So you can´t have him! “ Elisabeth s eyes widened and she gave me a: wtf-is-he-talking-about, look. A couple of disappointed groans was heard around the room and I swore I could see Lacy pout her lip in sadness while given Elisabeth a pleading look.

“ I give up. C´on Nath, lets go. “ she grabbed my elbow again and pulled me up.

“ Bye Nathan! “ Lacy shouted behind us and I waved back to her and smiled my warmest smile. She´s a nice lass.

“ I can´t believe that they could think about me like that! “ , once again she lighted a cigaret. “ I think that you should go to the doctors, so they could check your lungs. “ I said and pointed at her.              “ What? “ she grabbed my hand and led me trough the dark ally so we stood under the lamppost and the light where right on us.

“ You probably have lung cancer or something like that... “ once again she gave me a questioning look. I pointed to the cigaret in her hand, “ You smokes to much. I don´t like it. “ she smiled at me, and a warm feeling spreed trough my body. I hadn´t seen her smile like that the whole time I had been here.