It's a change {TW story}

Fucking Christmas

THREE WEEKS LATER

“ I must celebrate Christmas with my family, Nathan... I am so sorry. “ it was buzzing around us and everybody was in a happy Christmas spirit, except for Ari and I.

“ Oh, “ I dropped my gaze from her flawless winter blushed face, down to the hot cup in my hands, “ Ehm, well, I still gotta go home. Haven´t been there in a while. “ she cupped my chin with her hands over the table and gave me a gentle kiss,

“ We will facetime and talk everyday. And we can have our own little Christmas eve at home! “ her voice where filled with optimist but her eyes where sad. I didn´t like my little flower to be sad, so I pulled my biggest smile on and nodded.

“ Yeah, off course we will! “ she clapped her hands in joy and took the last bit of her warm scone.

“ Love you. “ she said and grabbed my hand when we walked out, facing the pap´s...

   “ ARIANA, NATHAN!!! “ ARIIIIII!!!

“ NATHAN! HAVE YOU BOUGHT ARI´S CHRISTMAS GIFT YET!? “

“ Indeed I have. “ I answered the one pap who lit up like the sun followed by more but irrelevant questions. I squeeze Ariana´s hand harder, noticing her panic grow as more and more people gathered around us. A lifeguard came and cleared the way for us and we got to the black Mercedes, leaving the petite cafe.

“ Home please, Gary! “ I shouted to our driver,

“ Yes off course mr Sykes. “ he replied.

“ I love when people call you mr Sykes, mr Sykes, Oh Good day mr Sykes. Wonderful weather we have mr Sykes. Would you fancy a cuppa mr Sykes? “ Ari said in different voices and with a rubbish attempt to mimic my accent,

“ Don´t make fun of me accent, Love. “ I pulled my strongest accent on and tried to sound as gangster as you possible can when you say Love....

Elizabeths POV

My fingers danced over the black and white keys, the music filled me with this angelic zeal and it felt so natural, so perfect. I had known all the right tunes and notes since September 2008, Nathan was ill and I stayed at his house all day. I sat by his piano and tried to play as beautiful as he did. He got frustrated about my bad playing and decided to teach me a song he had written.

I remember how unsure he was at first, cus the song was rather personal and the lyrics meant a lot to him. But he sat beside me in his pajamas and with a red nose and sang. Though he was sick he sang immensely and with passion in his voice I never had heard before. And I could see how sure he was on the piano, cus he looked me in my eyes all the time...

I will surround you and keep you safe,

everyday, everyday,

I know you never liked to be alone, and now you don´t have to...

I know who he had written it to, Emma Moore, a girl in our class who he was madly in love with. She had just got her heart broken and Nathan wanted to help her... But never made it, the girl jumped in front of a train. Nathan was devastated for a long time, he blamed himself cus he never played her the song. It was a hard time for both of us.

   “ Why are you doing this? “ I sighed sadly and gave Miley a disappointed look. She sat in that new Kian guys lap and was obviously drunk and Kian had a fag in his hands that they shared.

“ Cus I have missed being a bad stoner girl. “ she was only in her bra and sleep shorts. I had just come home from a regularly job day and it looked like she just had gotten up from bed. The same from Kian, only a t-shirt and his boxers.

I sighed and walked to the kitchen to grab something to eat, I grabbed a brownie and a glass of milk. ( yey for recovering! )

When I walked out Miley gave me a horrifying look, while Kian just chuckled and bounced tiny Miley in his lap.

“ What? “ I asked, venom dripping from my tongue. I wasn´t in the mood. I took a bite from the brownie and chewed slowly... Had they done something?

I dipped it in the milk and took another bite, it tasted fine! Soon the whole cake was up eaten and I understood what they had done to it.

“ Enjoying the Hash brownie, Lizzy? “ Kian laughed and winked at me, did he had to be so bloody attractive?

the familiar feeling spread through me...

“ Oh my... “

   I woke up with my head pounding, beside me laid Kian but no Miley. Panic came over me and I lifted the duvet to check, yup. Like I feared we where both naked and Kians hard on was poking my butt. Lovely

I laid there a while, trying to remember how it all became this wrong? The tiny bedroom was like it should be, but with the wrong people in it.

    “ Shit man... “ he faced me and got a confused look on his tired face, “ Whoo, have we fucked? “ of course he would use that word...

“ I think so, you are naked and let me just point out that you are huge! How? I mean, poor girls... “ he gave me an amused smirk and ruffled his messy hair,

“ They haven´t complained. And you are stunning, wow! “ I smiled and laughed, how fucked up wasn´t this?

“ Wanna go again? “ he asked, I nodded.

“ Yeah, just let me have a brownie first. “ I winked and climbed out of the bed, without clothes I stood up.

“ Wait? “ he turned around to grab his phone, “ You look so sexy right now, turn around and lean against the window. “ at first I didn´t understand but after a few seconds I leaned against the window and pointed my little butt for him to take a picture.

“ Are you going to post them or just using them to masturbate to? “

“ Both. “ he replied while looking down on his phone. I nodded and walked out to the kitchen.

    “ Having fun? “ Miley asked sleepy, she sat in the sofa in her cute lingerer sapping through the channels.

“ Are you okay with this? Isn´t he like your boy friend or something? “ I asked and took a bite of my brownie.

“ Yeah, it´s just sex and we weren´t together we where just having some fun hooking up. “ she looked at my exposed body and gave me a thumbs up,

“ He´s great in bed, huuugeeee. “ she said while biting her lip

“ I know! We are gonna go once again, and I haven´t got laid in ages! “ this conversation may be weird and awkward for others, but it was comfortable to talk to Miley about this stuff. We are used to seeing each other naked and I think we actually have had a threesome with some dude, I dunno, but we where drunk.

     “ Ready babe? “ Kian asked me when I crawled into the sheets to join him,

“ Have you started without me? You little cheater! “ I said and started to kiss his neck, giving him small hickeys, enjoying the pleasure he gave me with those magical fingers...