Hannah pov
This is just perfect. I stayed behind after school with jungkook cause thanks to our dance teacher I'm having to partner up with him. The bully of our school. Oh fucking Yass.
I then hurt my ankle pretty badly so jungkook carried me home.Like I'm kinda okay with him, but he's kinda okay with me but he's kinda not okay with everyone else. Ugh!
Anyway he then got a phone call from his dad saying he doesn't want him home tonight and now my human side came out and now he's staying over at my apartment.
"well here ya go, blankets" I said throwing him a bunch of heavy blankets at his face.
"you don't have a couch?" he asked lying on the bed, with his arms behind is head.
"no I'm not rich like you, just don't come into the bathroom for a while" I say warning him. The urge to do it was over powering. It was hard to fight against its like someone needing the Bathroom, I didnt want to do it since he's here, but I just can't, its honestly feels like it's impossible.
"why?" he asked curiously, sitting up.
"just don't okay? Its um... Women stuff you wouldn't understand" I excused he shrugged and started to make a sort of bed up on the floor with the blankets.
I would need to keep it Down in the bathroom, which is literally right beside my room.
I walked in and since I don't have a lock, I just had to closed it. But my bathroom being smallish I put whatever heavy objects I put them beside the door. That will close it.
I started but I started to cry the pain was overwhelming. I tried to keep control but I couldn't. I bit my hand to stop it. But I went to deep this time I I shouldn't of.
Before I even knew it jungkook broke through the door. Oh shit. I got up and I panicked.
"Hannah what the fuck?!" he ran up to me grabbed a bandage from the first aid kit and already started to get it patched up. I couldn't move since the position he had me in while bandaging me up. I kept telling him to stop but he just carried on.
"jungkook let go of me" I shouted but when he finished I stormed pass him. Being careful with my bandage.
"Hannah what the hell are you doing?!" he exclaimed following shortly behind me. I turned to face him, his face was surprisingly worried.
"it my addiction, jungkook! I can't help it! I do this because I'm never good enough, I mean, I should of been the one to be killed, I'm awful, I'm ugly, fat and just plain to see I mean come on!" I said through the burning pain in my eye that was cause of the tears.
"no your fucking not!" he placed both of his hands on my face and stared into my eyes with worry and sadness "no Hannah, your fucking beautiful and don't every think you should the one to die never! I could never forgive myself if that happened, never!"
"no you don't understand, am not pretty or even hot! No where near beautiful!" I shouted back to hkm
"you are!" we paused for a mere second and Before I knew what happened my legs where wrapped around his waist he picked me up and put me against the wall. And then I felt a pair of lips on Mine.
My leg hurt while doing so but it
Was Barrable right now. But I couldn't believe this, jungkook. Bully of the school. Leader of BTS. Is kissing me.It was filled with sadness and passion. I kissed him back letting out a small moan when he started to kiss my neck and caller bone. I scratched his back and bit his lips. He let out a groan and pushed me more into the wall. That passion in it was so real and I never wanted it to end until his phone rang and it was his dad.
He sighed And let out an annoyed groan before putting me down gently and answered his phone. It was his dad and he said that he could go home it was because his dad had a "guest" round. he put me down, kissed me one last time and stood at the door smiling at me.
"your beautiful...dont you forget that...good bye Hannah "
Jungkook POV
I couldn't believe what I saw. Hannah hurting herself, like she did. I hated it. It was so heart breaking. I was running home and could feel my cheeks being wet with tears.
Her addiction? But why must she hurt herself like that? I hate that she does that to herself. I want her to stop, I never really knew much about her and now. Well now I know too much. But its a great thing.
I then smiled after I remembered my first kiss with Hannah. I would of hoped it was in a better place and time but it was so good. Wait did I hope to have a kiss before I kissed her there? Maybe I don't know.
But that passion, and rush of it was so good I couldn't help but feel warmth. The kiss felt like she was mine. Like my girl. My queen. My baby. My everything.
I have never felt like this in so long. She is driving me crazy. I don't know what to feel anymore. If she's not mine. ill make her mine. If she doesn't want to be mine. I'm going protect her with my life. She's been through so fucking much. I only wish that she could be mine.
Huh, to think its been about a year since I met her well threatened her. We have gotten close. She's made me stop "bullying" those people. I mean I was playing but whatever.
But I will never hurt her. And if anyone hurts her. They. Won't. Be. Breathing
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FanficHannah moved out of her family home and nowlives by herself. she's now 18 and still inschool. The bad boys who call them self's BTSbut a few members fight for her love but onestands out the most...jungkook Will they still be strangers? Friends? Ene...