the mistake that changed the world

part 2

What am I kidding? I don't want to meet anyone new. I just want William. I know I can't have him though. I need to sleep. I have school tomorrow. Like I even want to go, but I have to.

~~ NEXT DAY~~

Ugh. Time to go to school. I need to get dressed, what to wear? Pajamas. Yes. The most logical choice. Time to start walking. Living five minutes away from school has its perks, and it has its disadvantages. I hate walking. Nobody will take me though.

Yay first period, lol not. That's the first period that I have with William. Walking in I kind of forget this, until I see we have a new seating chart. Great, I now sit next to him. I feel like teachers do this on purpose. Everybody in this school knows about us and how it ended. Now I have to sit in the worst place ever, in the worst class ever, by the guy I still love and had to push away. here comes the pains as I sit down.

"Hey..." Is he talking to me? ow. This hurts too much.

"What?" yes, Ellie. Be mean back. That'll push him away. Too bad it didn't come out as mean. It came out like I was going to cry and William could tell this.

"are you okay?" He says. And then he hugs me.

Is he trying to make me cave? Trying to make me break down crying and then have to tell him everything. Well I hope he knows that isn't going to happen. Its never going to happen. Too bad I'm already crying. His touch hurts me so bad. Why does it have to be like this? Why can't I just be normal?