I woke up to see it was 6:00PM and it was still raining outside I had a major headache from all that crying the pillow I was sleeping on was soaked with all the tears. "Hey Brit Brit how you feeling"Brandon said looking a little worried. "I'm okay Brandon just got a headache" I said "Aww that's why I brought you an advil and some water that should kill it" he said. He smiled at me I sat up straight while I took the pill and drunk the water it brought a cool sensation to my warm body from laying under the thick cover. "Brit I was so worried about you I was gonna go get some food for the house but I had to stay here and make sure you okay" he said.
That was so thoughtful of him he makes me feel a little bad for the way I've been treating him but it's only cause I don't know him like that and I refuse to let a man run over me and treat me like dirt hmm..I know what that life's about it's nothing pretty. "Thank you Brandon" I smirked I folded my legs and turned towards him "look I know you wanna know why I had that break down but it's something I just prefer to not talk about okay" I said hoping he understands. "yes Brit I understand a 100% it just hurt me to see you break down like that I feel like I've said something wrong" he said understanding. It was what he said but didn't want him to feel the way he make his money is bad I mean you gotta do what you gotta do to make that shmoney but I did ask him questions and he did answer them all honestly so I guess I can open up just a little bit. "Brandon when you told me you was a drug dealer it made me have flashbacks of when I was with my ex boyfriend two years ago he beat me almost to death he was not only selling the drugs he was using them himself and he would turn into this monster and beat me I loved him but I had enough of him putting his hands on me so I called 911 and he was put in prison" I said trying my best not to cry I watched my mother get beat almost to death too so it was scary to see it happen to me."Damn Brit I'm sorry to hear that let me give you a hug" he said feeling sorry for me. He smell like a nice scent of Polo cologne hugging me like he didn't wanna to let me go
"I know it's crazy to hear me say this but I watched my mother get beat by my father for years also so I know how you feel Brit It killed me to see my mother get beat like that I couldn't help her cause my father would beat me when I tried to protect her by fighting for her."he said shedding a tear. I felt so bad for him to see him shed tears I could tell it really affected him alot. "Brandon I'm sorry" I said feeling bad wiping his tears. "It's okay Brit" he said. He pulled my chin inward to him and I felt his soft lip connect to mines his lips was such a warm sensation on mines I caught chill bumps this guy was actually more kind then I thought and he seem to have a heart for some reason I didn't want this moment to stop I think I was falling in love with another drug dealer.
