"What the hell is you doing here ma"I said pissed off. "Ayye baby don't talk to her she needs your help" he said.
I walk past him and my mother and open my door I have no time for her BS I'm glad I'm moving and she has no idea where I'm moving to I need a fresh start without her being part of it stressing me out and shit. "wait baby you just gonna let her sit out there Brit she needs you why you treating her like that?" he said confused of my actions. "Brandon you has no idea how much shit I've done for her how much shit I sacrifice for her how much money I gave to this lady she burned down my house last year smoking a cigarette man I put in hard work on those poles to get that house and get where I'm at. She'll be alright she's not staying here she'll leave eventually she never stays"I said getting pissed off. Brandon was looking at me like I just killed him with some painful news but he doesn't understand and this is why I didn't want him to come to my house cause I never know when she's gonna pop up this is why I don't want him to see her like that now she got my man feeling bad for her ugh I hate her so bad "God please give me the strength right now cause I'm about to lose it" I said to myself.
I went into my room looking for my suitcase I felt like I haven't been in my room for centuries but I'm not taking a lot I'm a lowkey hoarder so I'll be throwing a lot away before I take anything with me cause I barely wear anything in my closet ."Come on in ma'am and sit on the couch" I heard Brandon say from the living room.
"Brandon what are you doing?" confused of why he invited her in.
"Babe give me one good reason why you gotta treat your mother like this she's needs your help you are her daughter" he said raising his voice.
I just looked at him and rolled my eyes and went back in my room and finish backing I heard him following me "Brit you not answering my question I've ask you the same question like three times what's up with you don't you love your mother you still haven't gave me a really good reason why you gotta leave her out side your house?" he said as he kept questioning me. "No Brandon I don't love my mother I don't love her enough to take her under my wings, no not again Brandon will I sacrifice for my mother I can't I won't I refuse if you was in my shoes when she left me at the age I was you would hate her too"I said beginning to scream out of control at him. "Brit calm down I understand what your saying but maybe she deserves one more chance" he said holding my waist stopping me from packing."I looked in his eyes but I just couldn't take what he was saying kindly then went back to packing but I was starting to think hard about what he saying while I was packing my suitcase but it just wasn't processing it was going in one ear and out the other I just don't wanna deal with her anymore she's a grown women she can take care herself just like she made me take care of myself when she abandon me and went some where and just pop up years later like I was suppose to forgive nahhhh...
I came back to my sense real quick with that one"thinking to myself.
"No Brandon I'm sorry but I'm not talking to her she gotta bounce when we bounce that's what it gotta be I'm sorry"I said making that my final word. He sat on my bed with a speechless look I feel bad that he had to see this side of me and how mean I have to be towards my mother but I just can't no more I've had enough she's put me in too many predicaments to risk trying to help her again. "Okay baby"he said looking a little sad that I didn't take his advice. Can we go now we can come back later and get more of my things just right now I can't focus? "Where is your mother going to go? she's coming right Brit Brit?" he said. "No Brandon she's not coming she'll figure something out come on let's go" I said rushing him. "K Brit" he said a little upset. He'll be alright I know what I'm doing here she's gonna do something crazy and he's gonna see why I treat her the way I do. WHAT THE HELL!! She did it again I kept forgetting to change my password on my safe with all my shmoney in it, I gave her the password a long time ago and I can't believe what she did this lady stole half of money and was gone. Tears came down my eyes she stole from me once again I hope Brandon is fucking happy for letting her in my house.
