After getting into the cab and leaving Brandon's house all I could think about is how I gave up everything I promised myself I would never let go of I let go of my apartment and I haven't been to the strip club in a whole week and now I have to sleep in a fucking hotel till I can get back on my shit. My phone began to ring I look to see it was Brandon I didn't wanna talk to him what he said kinda hurt me in away had me feeling some type of way I ignored and decline the call I had nothing to say the cab driver let me out and and I paid him grabbed my bags and got out I felt my phone ringing again and it was Brandon I decided to answer it . "What?" I said sounding mad. "Brit Brat where you at baby?" he said trying to sound calm. "Don't call me baby and don't call me Brit Brat I'm not telling you shit I'm a joke right?" I said getting loud. "For goodness sake Brit don't act like that let's talk this out in person c'mon I didn't mean to call you a joke Brit Brit I'm sorry alright? Don't you know I love you?" He said. I was silent on the phone tears started rushing down my eyes because I really do love Brandon and maybe I was wrong for accusing him but I need to find out who killed my father. "Brit Baby you know I love you right?" he ask again. "Yes I do" I said wiping my tears. "I wanna hear you crying baby, where are you?" he asked. I didn't wanna tell him cause part of me felt like I need time away to think things through and then part of wanted to be with right cause I'm so emotional. "Roosevelt Field Hotel." I said still crying. "Okay,baby don't cry I'm coming." he said the hung up.
I went to go sit inside of the hotel lobby and I wasn't even crying because of Brandon anymore I was crying because I was go through so much both of my parents was gone and It seemed like when I was successfully independent I was doing fine making my shmoney but when I finally decided to have a heart and open up everyone around me I wind up being the one getting hurt I just don't understand I mean I don't regret the situations I've been through but It's like damn only If I knew I would of never put myself In this position. "ma'am are you okay you need help?" the women asked. "No but thank you" I gave a depressing smile. I should of never talked to Brandon I should just kept going but I love him, he has my brother thinking I'll take Brandon over him but what the hell does it matter Bryce never came around to protect me as a bigger brother he was always out hustling so what do he want me to do? Just drop what I got with Brandon for him because he all of a sudden wanna come around when my mother dies like where the hell was you when dad was beating her? And now you wait til she's dead and gone to come around he's the one who's a joke all these thoughts In my head that I never found the time to ask Bryce, I heard a horn I turned around in my chair to see it was Brandon. "c'mon baby" he said giving me a grin with those deep dimples that made my body get weak I walked out the hotel still crying with all my luggage's in my hand he got out the car to help me put all the the luggage's in the car I closed the door and was reaching for passenger door Brandon grabbed me and pulled my whole body into I felt like he was embracing me he rubbed my back and grabbed my face and kissed me I felt my whole body tingling. "Brit baby I love you, ya hear me?" he said wiping each tear that came down my face.
He open the door for me to get in and I sat down Brandon got into the car and drove off Drake song come thru came on Brandon was holding my hand and and for some reason I was still crying I never in my life cried so much Brandon pulled up to a dead end street with no cars and no houses.
"Brandon what's going on? Why are we here?" I said. "Baby calm relax your still crying and I don't like seeing you crying you need some love and I can't wait til we get to the house,come here baby" he said. Brandon locked the doors and put the seat all the way back I pulled my leggings off for him to see me in a thong, he then grab my arm gently to sit me on top of him in the driver's seat knowing my butt is to big for this he kissed my neck and took my tank top off I had no bra on so there was no time being waste he began to suck my boobs and I searched for a condom in the glove department. I was soaking wet and was more than horny he put the condom on and grab my waist to pull me up and down having sex with Brandon Is like seeing new money come out the bank and I loved my money so it was clear I was enjoying every bit of it. "damn Brit I love you" he said laying back enjoying me riding him. "I love you too papi" I said.
