My scarred past

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After everyone had settled in I decided that I should make them all dinner.
what could go wrong? They look like they haven't even eaten in days. But what was there to make? Tomato soup with stale crackers? Random canned beans on a plate? I decided to make the tomato soup with stale crackers.
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"This is good thank you," Warren said as she ate another spoonful. I gave her a weak smile. I hadn't made any food for myself just them.

"Why aren't you eating?" Addy asked. They all looked at me.

"I didn't poison it," I began and immediately heard some sighs of relief. "I just...eat at a later time. Plus there isn't any left for me."

We ate in silence. No, they ate in silence. I just sat there fighting the urge to kick them out for eating my food.
What's gotten into me lately? I thought.

I felt the hairs on the back of my neck begin to rise. Looking up I seen Murphy staring at me from across the table. I could tell someone else was looking at me to but that was in my blind spot.

.:10k POV:. (Ooo didn't expect that)

Ok, I'll admit I have a staring problem. I will also admit that I only stare at pretty girls that looked around my age.
And Y/N was beautiful! From her H/L H/C hair to her beautiful sparkling E/C eyes. To me it didn't matter that she had an eyepatch. It just made her look more badass! I made a mental note when I first seen her, get to know her she looks pretty cool. She even made us dinner! But now her and Murphy were having a staring contest. Until she broke the silence that is.

"So Murphy, what was your life pre Z? Got any kids?" She asked. Along with my group members we gasped. Doc even spit out his half chewed cracker.

"Well Y/N, if you must know I have two daughters actually," he stated making everyone gasp again. I thought he only had one daughter the creepy ass blue girl named Lucy!? I thought.

"Excuse me two kids!?" Warren said dropping her spoon in her empty bowl.

"Ya and since when do you open up to anyone?" Addy questioned.

Murphy seemed to ignore the curious and confused stares all around the room as he continued;

"Ya I had my first daughter pre Z but her asshole mom drove me away when she was only 5," he finished. I looked at Y/N she looked shocked angry and...sad?

"Where do you think she is now?" Doc ventured to ask. I kept looking at Y/N she was now looking intently at the table cloth as if she was to ashamed to look up at us.

"I...she's...probably dead. But if she was alive then I'd think she would be turning 18 soon...A week I think," Murphy answered." I'd have known more but her mom was a complete ass,"

"MY MOM WAS NOT AN ASS!YOU WERE FOR WALKING OUT ON US!" I whipped my head toward Y/N. She was standing up, her hands gripping  the table as if she was about to fall down. Her was was red with anger.

"He-he's you dad?" Doc asked.

"Ya he is," she hissed sitting down.

     .:Y/N POV:.

I was mad! Like really friggin' mad!

"Why did you leave?" I asked my voice cracking at the end of the sentence.

"Your mom...she...she wasn't meant to be a mom she didn't have the patience for you I actually taught you everything walk, talk you name it. She...she spent her time drinking at the bar." Murphy said hanging his head.

"Then why did you leave me there?" I asked a tear in my right eye." Things didn't get better I'll have you know, if you thought they would they didn't. My friends family adopted me 4 years before the apocalypse but the scars are still there," I said meeting my fathers gaze. He looked shocked everyone did.

I sat down taking a deep breath. My left eye twitching madly.

Just do it! Kill them kill them all then we feast!

I tried to ignore the screaming voice in my head. I wanted to know more about my half sister but didn't want to ask.

"So Y/N where were you pre Z?" Warren asked breaking another awkward silence.

"Juvie," I  answered numbly.

"Like father like daughter," I heard Doc say.

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Another loooong chapter but worth it I think no romance yet but wait till you read the next chapter!!! Bye for now ma Zeebies!

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