The voice in my head

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I of course accepted 10k's offer will glee. Well fake glee. Sure part of me wanted to go with him and the group of course,but I don't want to hurt any of them. Because they don't know. I never want them to know. They suspect I'm like my dad,since I was given another experimental cure. But I'm not. He can control it. How do I know? Because he hasn't killed them yet.

"What are you thinking about?" I heard 10k ask. We were sitting in the back of the truck while everyone else was sitting inside.

"Hmm?" I asked, for the last hour or so I had just been staring off into space only occasionally looking at 10k. Sometimes he was staring sometimes he was not.

"I said-" I began but I cut him off.

"I'm thinking about stuff. Nothing important. How about you?" I asked.

He shrugged then went back to staring at the landscape we were quickly passing.

Kill him! You can do it! WE can do it! We have killed before!

The last 4 words the voice uttered triggered a flashback.

    .:your flashback:.

"We have to leave!"

"We can't Y/N!"

"You can't hang around her body anymore we have to leave!" I screamed my words hoping the girl with tangled blond hair would hear me.

"Y/N I can't leave her! I can't she's my mom!" The girl with the blond hair turned towards me her eyes puffy with tear tracks that branched out down her pale face.

"Venessica! We have to leave! She's dying she will turn!" I tryed pulling my best friend out the door. But she wouldn't budge.

"What happened! WHAT HAPPENED!" She screamed." My
m-mother was fine then I left and now she...she's dying." Venessica looked at me.

"You did this! I knew it! You killed her!" Venessica launched herself at me her long sharp nails digging into my hands pinning me to the wooden floor.

"I-I'm sorry i-it was an accident," I stammered as she continued to scratch and claw me.

"WE ADOPTED YOU! WE HELPED YOU AND YOU KILLED HER! YOU BIT HER THROAT AND KILLED HER." Venessica was hysterical screaming and clawing her hands stained with me blood.

For the second time in my life I felt it. A sharp cold feeling that started in my head then spread to the rest of my body. My vision went fuzzy my hearing
dulled and a gnawing sensation erupted in my stomach.

I pushed the girl off me with ease and pinned her down. With one hand I grabbed her hair and yanked it back. Using my knee to keep her arm down. My jaw fell open as I looked at her.

"YOUR EYES! SNAP OUT OF IT Y/N!"
She screamed trying to wriggle free. And then I bit her. Right in the neck. Clamping my teeth down and only letting go after I felt blood. Looking down I realized I pulled the skin off as well.

She looked at me with scared pleading eyes.

"Z eyes. Z eyes," she repeated those two words until she died.

And then everything was clear. I felt back to normal, no more gnawing sensation or blurring vision.

I looked down at the two bodies. Mangled and bloody. Bite marks in their necks. I gagged, the smell of blood filling the room. But I was also confused. Z eyes? What kind of insult was that? I ran to a mirror and gasped. Both my eyes looked off. Instead of the usual E/C  they were yellow and red with a red and black pupil. I blinked and rubbed my eyes after a few moments I opened them to see that my right eye was better but my left eye was still the same. And that's when the voices started.

  .:end of flashback:.
I gripped my ears with my hands. Tears streaming down my face as I fought the urge to scream at the voice. The voice. It had made me go full Z as I called it. I bit and killed my best friend and the woman who adopted me.

I felt a pair of arms wrap around me. And a head rest on my shoulder. It was 10k. I twisted around and hugged him letting the rest of my bottled up tears flow down my face. Staining his black shirt.

"What's wrong?" He whispered.

I could never tell him the truth. He would hate me they all would and then...I don't want to know what would happen. I decided to Lie.

"Nothing."

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