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Yarii

Tuesday Morning

I sat up in my bed as i banged the snooze button on my alarm clock to look over and see it was 7:35 AM i stretched and looked over as i saw a sleeping Tez sprawled all over my bed,

i smiled to myself as i went to my Dresser and plugged in my IHome as Future&Drakes Plastic Bag boomed through the empty but spacious house.

" Get a Plastic bag,

Go ahead and pick up all this cash

Go ahead and pick up all this cash

You danced all night, girl ,you deserve it"

i sang along to the music and swayed my hips as i looked in my vanity and brushed my frizzy hair out,

"Oh yeah Magic City on a Monday Esco treat that shit

like Church on Sunday ,

Niggas look at us like maybe one day

maybe one day

maybe one day "

i plugged in the wand curlers and proceeded to the bathroom to take a shower , cutting on the shower i stripped down and looked at my bare body in the mirror,

stepping into the hot ,steamy, water, I slid the glass door closed, grabbing my Sex on the Beach body scrub and my loofa i began to wash,

"Mix the liquor, course, with the sedatives

i roll up with the bands on me

this a good nice to dance on me

this a good nice to dance on me

this a good night to dance on me, oh "

I Closed my eyes as I heard the bass boom and Drakes voice echo through the walls.

I forgot all about the things that happen between me & Jade, my father, feeling abandoned, as i swayed and rolled my hips in the shower,.

20 minutes later

I stepped out of the shower , grabbing the towel and wrapping it around my body i fluffed out my wet hair as i walked into my adjoining room from my bathroom, walking into my closet I grabbed my light ripped jeans with , a cute white halter top and my giuseppe zanotti sandals.

pulling out my zebra printed Stool from the vanity , I added some nude lipstick, a little eyeliner & mascara.

letting my hair air dry I fluffed out my curly bushy hair , going against the idea to wand curl it,.

I looked behind me to see a fully awoken Tez,

"damn what time is it ?' he asked me groggily as he rubbed the sleep out of his eyes

Damn he's so cute when he's shirtless and & half sleep. I thought to myself.

"it's 8:00, We have thirty minutes to get to school" I fluffed out my hair one more time before standing up from the vanity and grabbing my purse & my book bag.

"We're not going," he turned me as he put his shirt on,

i chuckled and looked at him as if he had three heads.

"what?? are you crazy my parents would KILL me if they found out.! i can't risk that."

Putting on his shirt he walked closer to me, and looked at me, the tension was growing pretty hot and i became nervous,

He leaned down and kissed me.

"who said they have to know"? he smirked.

****

I shrieked out in laughter as Tez hit me with the bumper ,

"that was a Cheap shot, I glared at him as I shot him the bird,

he licked his lips and chuckled, After he convinced me to skip school we went to his house so he could take a shower and get dressed, His house was really nice i must say, he was doing pretty well for himself to be on his own. I wondered what he did for a living , it was so much I wanted to know about him so little time,

But i'm never gonna put nothing past no nigga especially since my ex Quay.

Quay was my everything back in my hometown we had it good everything we worked on was so perfect we we're together for 3 years, that's until i caught him with my best friend K'yanne. it hurt me to the core i swear i could never love, trust or even be the same after out relationship but ever since i left his ass i never looked back.

Flashback

i walked out of the school building and into the dark cold, misty night, adjusting the straps onto my shoulder I shot Qauy a Text, telling him i'm on the way to see him, He missed the concert & so did K, which was unlike both of them being that K was on the dance team.

Brushing the thoughts out of my head i reached my car unlocking the door, & getting in, I put the car in reverse & in drive as i sped off to Quay's house,

"Speeding down the road and my head out of control ,

cause i'm thinking bout you all the way home

got a long way to ride and i can't even deny

i've been thinking bout you all the way home".

i hummed along as Tamar blared through my speakers , coming to a slow stop i made a right into Quays driveway that wrapped around, pulling up to the door, i didn't bother to knock,

using the key he gave me I walked in, as the scent of Weed & strong Sweet pea Perfume tickled my nose hairs.

"Q?.. i looked around the dark spacious living room knowing that he was upstairs, following the low music and the weed smoke upstairs, as i approached the door i heard light moans,

"Oh Q, right there,!, that's my spot i heard the familiar voice say.

my heart shattered into a thousand pieces, i pushed the door open and stood in the door way,to see Q, balls deep inside of my best friend,

"B-baby... It's not what it looks like," Quay stammered as he wrapped the white sheet around his torso.

i glared and him then & K'yanne i rushed towards K'yanne, Pulling her off the bed , "You stupid bitch,! how could you i cried and i smacked fire from her, i walked over to Q' draw where he kept his gun, grabbing the nine and holding up towards Q, as i cried

" you said you loved me? what happened to that, cocking the gun and aiming it at him. i stopped myself, clearing off my face, & revealing the scowl i had.

i looked a Que who was about to shit a ton of bricks, & who looked so sorrowful down to K who was holding her face and sniffling , & mumbling soft "i'm sorries"

handing Quay his key, i dropped the gun on the dresser,

"You ain even worth the bullet." I mumbled out. as i walked downstairs I heard him call me. In that moment in time is when i wished God had given up on me & took me out, i had never been so hurt in my life by two people who meant the world, to me. i climbed into my car and let out the sobs i'd been holding in feeling my face turn hot and red, i banged my hands against the dash board. Realizing that Q wasn't worth crying for I looked in the mirror and cleaned my face

taking out my MAC makeup bag, i applied the red matte lipstick & the creme color foundation to my smooth skin, putting the finishing touches with my eyeliner & mascara i moved the stranded curls from my face & smiled.

Knowing i was hurting inside i decided not show it, the best way to show someone your over them is to show them that your doing fine without them.

Cranking up my car i sped out of the driveway & headed home.

-Flashback over.-