location: alexandria
tw: none
plot: fighting
other info: daryl is your dad
i haven't read it over so sorry for the mistakes.
Y / N ' S P O V
i can see the flirting, the constant so called accidental touching under the table as we eat and i can see how she looks at him. it's not his fault that she's flirting with him, but it's his fault that he's gladly accepting it. what if he could just accept my love as before? i love him, of course i do, but it's hard to keep being in love with him when he's starting to lose feelings for me. i don't know if he still has feelings for me or not, but i don't really feel loved.
"y/n, there you are. could you take my shift today? you'll get to be with carl, you know?"
i look at the boy in front me, smiling as he's in front of me. i then realize that it's with carl, so i start questioning it. he could get angry because mark is a good friend of him, and he probably wanted to be with him today.
"i don't know, is that so smart?"
"yes, of course it is. i'll take yours tomorrow, and the day after that we'll do something together. i miss the happy you, you know?"
i do too, but carl has taken the feeling called happy away from me. he doesn't realize it, he still crawls into our bed at night and wraps his hands around me like nothing happened. that has become the only time we are actually together, he just doesn't have time for me.
"i understand, mark, but it's hard to stay happy, you know?"
"i do, but take my shift, aye?"
"fine, but you owe me lots!"
mark smiles at me, and gives me a long hug slightly rubbing my back. i hug him back and feel a smile creep, letting it show this time. as mark pulls away and sees it, he starts smiling even bigger. he pokes my cheek and ruffles my hair, making me chuckle. his head tilts a little as he smile at me, making me confused.
"what?"
"i like you happy, i want you to stay happy."
i smile at him and nods, hugging him once again.
"thank you, mark. i'll have to get going, isn't the shift starting like, now?"
"yep, see you later! you know, i need updates."
i nod at him and walk down the streets, towards the walls. i'm sadly not going to keep watch, we aren't allowed to do that yet. we are looking after the kids, i don't really understand how they trust two teenagers with their kids but, they do. it's kids from new groups, and the ones who has been living here for a long time.
as i walk inside the garage, the one we made a place for the kids to be, i get met by tara, her smiling at me as i close the door after me. she gives me updates on the kids and leave, making me alone right now. carl is always late, i didn't expect anything else from him. it is carl we are talking about. i smile as i see judith walking towards me, she can always out a smile on my face.
"hey judy, how are you today?"
as i am about to pick up judith the door storms open, my eyes meeting a strange colour of blue. not carl's. they are a strange tone of blue, in my eyes they're like icing blue.
"who are you?"
"i'm jesus. tell me where to run so i can get away, or i'll shoot you!"
i pick up judith fast and back away from him, starting to search him. does he even have a gun?
"where's your gun, then?"
he lifts up his shirt, showing his gun placed on his side. i then look into his eyes, realizing that his eyes wouldn't be that blue if he was being serious. when carl is mad or angry, and he has blue eyes too, his eyes gets darker and has this strange colour. he can't be serious about shooting me, and since he is in a hurry he has to be running away from someone. but, i have to act it up.
