and i have to disappoint you again, but it will probably be a lot of mistakes in this. i haven't read through it, as always.
"please, talk to me." y/n keeps her distance in the bed they are sharing, not wanting to be close to him right now. he said so much, and even when she started to cry right in front of him, he just kept yelling at her. she doesn't understand how he could be so angry at her, she wasn't the only one to make this happen. "please, y/n."
she sighs as she turns around, meeting carl's teary eyes. he is so deeply sorry, and doesn't want her to be sad over some bull he said earlier. he let his anger out on her, and he did not mean to at all. he is just scared, scared for losing her. she is so important to him, and he clearly doesn't want to live without her.
"i am sorry, y/n. i am just scared, i didn't plan this to happen so soon."
"you, are scared? don't you think i am scared, huh? i-i needed you to assure me that we'll figure this out, but all you did was to scream at me and tell me how stupid i am."
"i-i know, i-i was a douche, and still am. i just want you to know that i will be by your side, and that we will fight through this, okay? i am so happy, y/n, but i can't be whilst we are fighting." y/n sighs as she rub her face in anger and disbelief, he thinks it's so simple to just let his words go, but it isn't. "come here."
carl opens his arms and scooches closer to her, and y/n lets his hands wrap around her waist. carl is spooning her, and lets his hand draw patterns on her stomach. he wants her to feel safe around him, he wants them to feel safe around him. he has to protect them as they are the only thing he has right now, the only thing that matters.
"i am sorry, okay?" he kisses the side of her face, buries his chin in the crook of her neck and cuddles closer to her. she starts fumbling with his hands, sighing slightly as she relaxes in his embrace. she is so weak for this boy, but she indeed is happy for it. "i love you, so much. this baby will have an amazing mom, and i can promise you that they will have an amazing dad, too."
"i love you too, carl." he smiles and lets a tear slip, and y/n can feel it trail over to her face. she cuddles closer to him and holds into his hands that are currently on her stomach, feeling extremely lucky that she is alive and laying here with him. "don't worry, i forgave you for hours ago."
carl smiles and kisses the side of her face once again, and then lets silence hit the little room they have. they are going to be parents, that meaning that they don't only have responsibility for themselves, but a little one too. but maybe one day they will be able to be an actual family, and feel a little more of the freedom than they are now.
whatever happens, carl just wants her to be happy.
