chandler comes in the door after a fun day with his friends, and he can't wait to relax and just play video games for a change. he has been doing a lot lately, and that mostly with his friends. it's like he almost has forgot about his girlfriend for 3 years, y/n. she hasn't forgot him, though. he hasn't forgotten her, he just hasn't really communicated nor touched her lately, 'put her on wait' is a good description.
y/n is sitting on the bathroom floor, finding it being the most comfortable place to be right now. she can't handle being in their bedroom anymore, so the last week she has been sleeping on the couch. she isn't the person who would send the guy to sleep on the couch, it's better to let the guy sleep in the bed alone so he has to watch the empty space beside him.
y/n has been crying hard, she has noticed chandler slightly forgetting that he has someone to care about other than his friends. she wouldn't be surprised if he's cheating at the same time, but his good friend sam, that is also y/n's good friend, has promised and assured her that he's not cheating. she doesn't know if she really believes him, though, even though they are really good friends.
she dries away the tears whilst standing in front of the mirror, and jumps as she hears knocking, not expecting the sudden sound. she ignores chandler calling her name, not wanting to talk to him. he starts getting more worried, and the knocking gets more desperate and frequently. she sighs as she unlocks and opens the door, meeting one worried chandler.
"y/n! i'be been calling your name for such a long time, i thought you had fainted or hurt yourself!"
"yea, like you care about my well being." she spits, then walks past him and downstairs. she hears him following her but decides to just ignore it, she's not going to let him get away with this so easy. chandler is calling her name as he's walking after her, not realizing what he has done to deserve this side of her.
"you better stop and tell me what's wrong, or i'll-"
"or you'll what? break up with me? that sure will feel the freaking same as dating you!" y/n stops in the doorway to the kitchen, turning around to meet the angry side of chandler. she doesn't like that side of him nor fighting and arguing, but he has to know how she feels. chandler is standing right in front of her, shaking his head rapidly.
"you are not going to just throw this relationship in the trash like it's nothing, we have been dating in 3 freaking years!"
"i can't throw it in the trash because you already have! just ugh, i'll continue sleep on the sofa till i find somewhere else to live, i'll pack up my stuff and make more space for you to hang out with your friends! just don't mind me being alone like always, do something that doesn't include being with your girlfriend, not that you have one."
"i have a girlfriend, okay? you can't j-"
"oh, so you're cheating too? great."
"no! you, y/n, you are my freaking girlfriend! you are the one i love and want to marry one day, okay?"
"you said you wanted to marry hana too, but how did that go, huh? oh yea, just like this relationship, right in the freaking trash!" chandler's gaze soften as he realizes what has happened, and he starts to think about how hurt she has to be. he walks towards her but y/n throws her hands in the air, not wanting to hug him nor even touch him. "don't touch me, this isn't something you can change with just a hug! it's late, so goodnight."
y/n walks past chandler and over to her bed, that now is the couch, and she is about to cry. she throws herself on the couch with a huff, but the tears takes over her way too fast. she starts crying silently hoping that chandler doesn't hear it, but oh boy he does. he's crying himself, and is now having his hands on the counter for support with his head hanging low.
he doesn't understand how he can fix this, but he knows he will try all he can to make y/n realize that he loves her so deeply. as he stands there listening to y/n's sobs he thinks about the last weeks where he felt like something was missing, but he couldn't make out what. he realizes that even his friends has been hinting to this, that he has been too much away. he waits till the sobbing stops before he enters the lounge, then sits down in the other couch where she doesn't sleep. chandler studies her to make sure she's asleep, and by how calm she is she has to be.
he then stands up, thinking about how much he has missed having her beside him. he then gently picks her up in his arms, trying all he can to not wake her up, yet. luckily, she is a heavy sleeper. after making sure he has a good hold of her he walks up to their bedroom, and then places her where she belongs, beside him. he doesn't want to waste any time, so he strips off till he's only in the boxers and then gets in bed. he decides to just lay beside her, enjoy her presence and make this right tomorrow.
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y/n wakes up in someones arms, the feeling being familiar. she doesn't want to move from the warm embrace, this is something she has missed the most. she closes her eyes and listens to chandler's breathing, it being light and steady. his hands are wrapped around her waist, holding her into him protectively. he isn't awake yet, if he was he would of have been terrified by now. he wanted to go slow, he didn't mean to do .
"chandler, are you awake?" chandler stirs as he hears her voice, and starts waking up slowly. as he isn't fully awake he buries his chin in her shoulder and tighten the grip around her waist, this making her smile. she smiles as chandler yawns when he lets her go, and starts rubbing his eyes. "hi to you, too."
"i-i-" y/n chuckles and gets up from the bed, seeing that she's still wearing the clothes she has been wearing for a week now. she starts thinking about his embrace, she really did miss is. she knows she should be angry at him, but somehow she can't. she sighs as she doesn't find anything to wear, but decides to grab one of chandler's t-shirts. she strips off till she's in her underwear, and then puts on her favorite of them. "i'm sorry, you know? i do love you, so much."
"i know, we'll let time heal our relationship." chandler gets up and walks over to y/n, this giving her a chance to study his body. he is only wearing boxers, but he doesn't really care since she has seen him before. he stops as he's only inches away from her, looking her into her eyes. "you can kiss me, you know?"
"you sure?" she nods and looks into his eyes, seeing him inching closer. he cups half of her face and looks down at her lips, biting his bottom lip with a smirk. she rolls her eyes at him taking such long time, but decides to let him kiss her. he then looks up at her eyes, making sure that this is what she wants. he then looks down at her lips, and dives in for a kiss. the kiss is passionate, filled with lust and hunger. they both have craved each others touch for weeks, and all they can think about is each other. "i love you, so much. you don't have to say it yet, i und-"
"i love you too, chandler. i love you too."
chandler smiles and embraces her, taking in her scent. they both know that there will be a lot of work to get where they were, and for y/n to fully forgive chandler. he will do everything it takes to make her realize how much he loves her, and how perfect she is. he has promised himself than he will never treat her as bad as he did again, and that he will never stop showing his love for her.
that because, he does love her, so much.
