Chapter 12 - Alissa's POV

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Alissa's POV

The morning before Louis left

I told Louis I would take a shower, so I hoped off his bed as he tried to explain what he'd just said. I laughed it of thinking and hoping that maybe he was just trying to make me feel better. I had no idea why I'd clung to Louis during the night, maybe because I was attacked, but I know it won't happen again.

I ran the shower, waiting for the water to heat up. Last night seems like ages ago. It doesn't seem real, but I know it was because I can't forget the feeling I had when they spoke or when they looked at me. Disgust, Fear, and anger.

Do you ever feel so stressed, angry, upset, alone, frightened, and nervous all at once? No. Well I have and thats how I feel now. I closed my eyes, taking a huge breath. I just need to forget everything for a minute. Of coarse those feeling will be there until I solve them, but for now, in this moment in time, I can try and forget them.

I took of my clothes, stepping into the now warmer shower. I just stood there, letting the water fall over me. The warm water relaxed my muscles, and I wished that I could just stay in here all day, but I can't because the warm water with run out and I'd turn out to look like a wrinkly granny. I grabbed the shampoo, squirting a decent amount on my hand before rubbing through my hair then rinsing it out. Repeating that step with the conditioner.

I got out once I'd finished, wrapping a white towel round me and walking into mine and Louis' room. He wasn't there, he must be downstairs I thought. I borrowed a pair of his boxers, sweats and one of his t-shirts. I really need to get clothes. I changed quickly, tying my hair up in the towel. Taking a look in the mirror I smiled at my appearance, it's the best it could get at this moment in time. As I walked downstairs I knew that I had to tell Louis about last night. It may even help me, to get what I'm thinking of my chest, saying to myself isn't the same as saying it to someone who actually will listen and does care.

I had no idea where Louis was, I'd checked the living room but he was there. I went into the kitchen hoping to see him eating cereal but instead I found Harry. In his boxers.

"Hey." He smiled, his deep voice sounding through the silent house. I hesitantly smiled back, taking a seat opposite him. In all of the 3 or 4 days I've been with the boys, I've never really talked to Harry all that much.

"Were's Louis?" I asked him.

"Why do you like him?" He smirked.

My eyes widened at his question. "You're quite forward, aren't you." I mumbled, looking away.

"So you do?" He said raising his eyebrows.

"No. No I do not." I said frowning.

We sat in silence for a moment until Harry said "What happened last night?"

"I was actually looking for Louis, I wanted to tell him, but I don't know where he is." I said frowning.

"Well you can tell me." Harry said grinning, his dimples making an appearance. Before I knew what I was doing, I reached up to his face and poked one of them, giggling when it made Harry grin even more. I did it again only then realizing what I was going.

"Oh my god I'm so weird. Im sorry." I whined covering my face with my hands. I heard Harry laugh which made me feel worse, the only time I really talk to Harry and I go making  myself look weird by poking his face with my finger.

"You're not weird it's fine." He said laughing. I shook my head groaning. Harry grabbed my wrists gently pulling them away from my face. He leaned closer until I felt his breath on my nose.

"It's fine." He whispered looking into my eyes. I gulped.

"You're not going to bite me are you?" I said humorously, but secretly I was being serious.

"Course not." He smiled pulling away. I sighed in relief.

"Anyway, what I said, you can tell me and the others what happened, I'm sure Louis will be home from wherever he is soon, you can tell him then."

I nodded in agreement, Harry smiled before getting of the kitchen stool, telling me he went to get Liam Niall and Zayn.

Telling them what happened the night before wasn't as tough as I expected it to be, they understood, telling me everything would be fine. And I believed them. Harry sat beside me, listening carefully as I told them, when I struggled he took my hand squeezing it gently, which surprised me. A lot.

We searched the house for Louis but he couldn't be found, so it was obvious he went out. I had no idea where until Liam informed me that he probably went hunting. I didn't have a say in what he does, it keeps him alive so what can I do.

We all just sat around waiting for him to finally make an appearance again.

"He is so stupid." Liam muttered.

"Why?" I asked confused.

"He could be seen, by anybody, they could have a connection to the head office, he's basically leading them here." He told me.

"What about last night? Wouldn't they know where we are from them?"

"They arn't connected with the head, but there is nothing stopping them from imforming them, but I don't think they would do that, it would ruin their plans of getting what they want."

This was all so confusing, never once would I have thought I would be here talking about whatever this is with 4 creatures I thought didn't exist. My parents would probably go mad- My parents. I had completely for got about them. Realizing that I had forgotten all about them made my stomach feel sick with guilt. They were probably worried sick, Jack and Finn. Everyone. I completely forgot. What sort of daughter am I?

"What's wrong?" Harry asked beside me.

"My family, I totally forgot about them." I mumbled. "Their probably worried sick"

Liam held a look of sympathy. "Allissa, you know that we were going to let you go, don't you?"

I looked at liam. "What?"

He sighed, "We were going to let you go, but Louis-"

"Don't tell me he kept me here." I said harshly, anger building up inside of me. "I could've been at home! With the people I love, yet I'm stuck here, being hidden away by monsters!"

My choice of words weren't the best, but I was angry, infact I was fuming. The feeling of betrayal, anger, saddness was building as quick as the angry tears were forming in my eyes. How could he keep me here? He must know what it is like to be taken from your family. Obviously he doesn't care as much as he's lead me to believe.If he had one ounce of care and respect or even atleast human sense then I wouldn't be here. It just proves he's a cold, selfish, inconsiderate asshole- a vampire.

The front door opened, catching my attention and everyone elses. Liam stood quickly leaving the room. Hatred was pouring out of me, his face was the last thing I wanted to see right now.

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