Chapter 16 - Harry's POV - REWRITTEN!

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I waited until Alissa left the room before I sprung up, pinning louis against the wall of the dinning room.

"YOU. You need to stay away from her!" I hissed. "You don't deserve her to be even speaking to you."

"Piss of Harry." He said through gritted teeth, "I have something to tell her and you need to mind your own business."

"I'm not waiting for the next time. Next time she might not be as lucky." I replied angrily. He shoved me off, storming out of the room. I quickly followed.

"Do you know what you have done to this family?!" I shouted, words falling out of my mouth without being thought about. "Everything was perfectly fine before Liam found you." I paused, breathing heavily. Louis' back was facing me.

"F*ck you." He said. I saw him quickly turn, his fist heading for my face. He punched me across the cheek sending me to the ground. The force of the punch disorientating me for a moment. I looked up at him, watching as he looked down at me his notrils flared, his eyes clouded in tears. I touched my cheek, realizing what I had done. You know the feeling you get when you've crossed the line. The big red line that you know you shouldn't cross, but the bigger the line, the more you want to step over it. But the damage done is too much and its too late for you to fix. That feeling, that feeling is what I know I am experiencing. 

"What the hell was that Harry?!" Liam screamed at me. I looked up at him and the audience of my friends who had probably just watched my outburst.

 The look Liam held was enough to tell me I had gone too far. He cared about Louis. We knew never to say anything about the time we found Louis but I had and I was screwed. But i couldn't comprehend it, Liam, my best friend, someone who I could run to if i need him wasn't here anymore. He was already gone.

Everyone left, Liam grabbing Louis and telling him I was just being an asshole, that I was stupid and I didn't think. Right in front of me. He called me names and talked shit about me standing right in front of me as I sat on the floor. Everyone left the room and went to the dining room to eat. Except Alissa, who was stood at the door frame, staring at me.

"Harry.."

"Don't." I mumbled, getting of the ground. She sighed, but walked toward me pulling me to the dining room with everyone else. No one looked at me, they all sat with their heads looking at either their food or Louis. I could tell that they were slightly annoyed with Alissa because she was the only one nice enough to actually care about me. I sighed, taking a seat and began eating. Excluding myself from everyone at the table, that was the best option.

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The ache was still present in my mind as I nibbled slightly at the food in front of me. Liam completey avoided contact with me, sitting at the far end beside Alissa, who seemed to be grinning from ear to ear, laughing with the person who caused this and the person I though I could trust with everything.

Watching the three of them laugh at each other caused me to cringe as I sat quietly chewing slowing. I could tell that my brow was furrowed but I did nothing to change that. Niall and Zayn had envolved themselves in conversation and were chatting away.

I pushed myself out from the table, the creak it made disturbed no one but Zayn, who looked over at me as i left the room. I needed sleep, but my mind was too occupied to do anything.

I hadn't smoked in at least six months, but the crave for one now was beyond my tolerance. I snatched my coat of the rack and raced out the door and down the road.

I ran for a while until lights came into sight. The small buzz of cars and noise came to my ears and I smiled, finally.

I plan to spend a while here, pretend to be human again. Even if it is only for one night, enough to stop my agonizing thoughts..

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(New authors note - 8.08.14) Some of you may have read the other chapter 16, the one about harry being gay, but I have decided to change it to this, it fits the story better!

I am editing the whole story at the moment so I am rereading and correcting typos.

I hope you liked this chapter! Thank you for reading!

Bye!:) x

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