Taraji And Terrence: The Secret

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Terrence POV

The next morning i woke up seperated from taraji. We were on different sides of the bed, which i expected. I was really worried about her. She was asleep but seemed unstable at the same time. I got up and went downstairs to cook some breakfast. I wanted to bring taraji breakfast in bed, hoping that she wouldn't lash out on me. I made her some eggs and bacon, because she hasn't eaten at all, only drinking and drugging, she needed food. I knocked on the door before before coming back in. When i came in she was already sitting up drousily. "Good morning..i brought you some breakfast.." i said smiling at her and giving her the food. She rolled her eyes and took the food non-roughly.
She stared at the food. "You're trying to poison me aren't you?" she asked me. "No never. I would never do that to you." i said seriously. "And I'll even prove it to you." i said taking one of the eggs eating it smiling at her. I saw a small grin appear but she made it go away quickly and took a small bite. I was glad she was eating. Before, she didn't eat because she was in depression, now she thought i was poisoning her. "I love you.." i said to her smiling. "No you don't.." she said seriously. "What makes you think that?" i asked her. She didn't respond and just kept eating. "Well...we have to go filming today...you're gonna have to go" i told her. There's no way in hell we'll leave her alone. She stared dead at me and just shook her head as if she was disappointed. She finished eating and shoved me the plate. I picked her up and she started fighting me but I held on to her. "You're showering." i told her as i entered the bathroom. "You can't make me do shit!" she yelled at me. "Oh really?" i said grinning. We looked at eachother for a couple seconds before she tried to run. "You're not going anywhere!" i playfully yelled picking her up and taking her into the bathroom. "Ha." i said to her and she rolled her eyes pouting bratty. "Now hop in...we're going to film wether you like it or not." i said sticking out my tongue. She shook her head. I sighed and undressed her myself and put her in. She stood under the water as she stared at me. She realized that i was staring at her body and she slammed the curtains shut. I smiled and walked out. I got her some clothes that i had brought for her. It was a black short dress with matching heels and i brought her hair curlers and straighteners too, i wasn't going to let her do it on her own because...well would you let her use them after shes acting like this? Exactly. About 5 minutes later i hear the shower turn off and cookie came out in her towel. "See? Don't you feel better now?" i asked her. She rolled her eyes and grabbed her phone. I got it from her She tried to fight me. "Give me my phone back asshole!" she shouted at me. I didn't get offended because i KNOW she didn't mean it. "I love you too!" i shouted back smiling. She rolled her eyes at me as i grabbed the hair curlers. "Stand in front of the mirror please." i said as she stopped over to the mirror. I curled her hair cautiously because i didn't want her to try anything. When i was done she looked amazing as usual. Even if she's crazy cookie monster right now she's still my baby and she's still beautiful. "Look at you...look at that flawlessness" i said smiling at her. I wrapped my arms around her waist and felt her slightly snuggle into me but then shoved me off of her. I sighed and told her to put the dress and heels on. She rolled her eyes putting them on and sat down at graces vanity. She looked at herself completely shocked. She brought her face closer to the mirror looking closely at herself. I didn't bring her make-up because she doesn't need it...i don't even understand why she wears it, because she has perfect skin...she had perfect everything. "What do you see?" i asked her. "I see a different person.." she said examining herself in the mirror. "What's makes you say that?" i asked her. "Because one of the people has been destroyed.." she said looking down into her lap. I kissed her head and grabbed her hand. "Smile..." i told her smiling at her. She rolled her eyes and i gave her coat to her.

                       (tarajis dress)

When we made it to the empire set we filmed a different scene to keep from repeating what happened last time. "Taraji! I missed you! How are you?" asked lee. Taraji shoved him out of the way flipping her hair as she continued walking. Lee was once of her best friends, so he was very confused. "What the Hell is going on with her?" asked lee. I explained to him everything and he was shocked. "Oh my god...let's hope she does ok today.." lee said. "Whatever she does just...excuse it lee.." i said and he understood. "Today we're filming the love scene when cookie and lucious rekindle the fire while anika is supposedly in chicago..." lee said smiling. I nodded and went off to find taraji and tell her about the scene. She rolled her eyes and went into her dressing room slamming the door. "Um..baby we gotta go on set right now.." he said to me. "I'll go when the fuck i want!" she shouted at me. I barged in the dressing room and picked her up taking her towards the set. "Put Me down nigga!" she shouted hitting me on my back. "Now stop that." i said seriously. "Stop being so angry....you have a reason to be able to be like this and i understand, but understand me when i say that I'm trying my hardest to make you smile when you sitting up wasting your time worrying and caring about a dead man that clearly doesn't care about you.." i told her sternly. She froze and just let me carry her without the struggle.

                (Taraji cookie outfit)

We went onto the set and lee told us what we were doing. "Ready?" i asked taraji. She rolled her eyes and frowned. I rolled mine back towards her playfully. "Ok....action!" lee shouted and we got in our positions. Me and "cookie" were dancing and i slowly leaned in capturing her lips. She pulled away and i got them again and the kiss got deeper like it was supposed to. I lifted her up tossing her on the bed and we were kissing as it said to do in the scene. Anika peered through the door as cookie was in lingerie and i kisses her neck and she pretended to moan. Then that was the end. I'm glad nothing crazy happened that would've caused something bad to happen. I got up and watched as she was on the bed. "See? That was fun.." i told her smirking. She got up ignoring me and brushed past me. I grabbed her by her waist and pulled her back to me. "Just smile..." i whispered into her ear. Of course that didn't work...the only way she could smile right now is that if you say something violent like how derrick was with her. I didn't want to say it, but it was the only way i could see that wonderful smile of hers. "Don't make me hurt you.." i said into her ear lying of course. I wouldn't lay a damn finger on her beautiful self even if i had to, but it made her smile sadly so i just had to say it. Her face lit up and she let out a smirk. "You're still not better than him but that was sweet.." she said grinning. I couldn't believe that was sweet to her....being threatned was sweet?! I just sighed and forced myself to keep it up, if it made her smile...then It's worth it. "You're gonna stop that drinking shit you hear me" i told her sternly and she smiled. "I said did you hear me?" i said grabbing her wrist rougly even though it hurt to do it. "Yes daddy I'll stop.." she said shyly smiling as she flipped her hair walking away. I sighed as i saw my handprint on her wrist as she walked. I think that this is the only way that i can get her back to normal...sadly things must get worse before they get better...

TBC...