Taraji And Terrence: The Secret

Vacation Day 6: Keeping It From Me..

Continued

Taraji POV

"WE NEED TO GET AWAY FROM DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW!" shouted terrence hurting through the hallway and banging on All of the casts doors. They came out confused and drousily. "Man what is going on now?" said AzMarie and Alicia nodded. Terrence held up the needle i had and I stood behind him embarrassed and looked down at the floor. They all gasped and looked at me. "Who had that?" asked gabby. "Who you'll think it is.." He said looking over his shoulder at me angrily. Adam came from outside and when terrence saw him He grabbed him by his tanktop collar and slammed him against the wall. "YOU GAVE MY WOMAN THIS SHIT MAN!? I SHOULD SLIT YOUR FUCKING THROAT!!" he shouted constantly slamming him and Adam shoved him off of him. The cast seperated them and I started getting scared. "I DIDN'T GIVE HER ANYTHING! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!?" he shouted back. Terrence angrily threw the needle i had at him and he picked it up. "Taraji what is this stuff..?" he asked me walking towards me and terrence grabbed him and pushed him away from me. "YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THAT SHIT IS!!" shouted terrence and He shook his head. "I don't know why THIS is! I didn't give her a damn thing! I'm serious! Taraji where did you get this?!" he asked me But i was too busy pacing back and forth and breathing heavily. I was starting to panic and they all crowded around me. "Taraji are you ok?" jussie asked me But it's like I couldn't hear any of them. I starting speaking to myself under my break and started breaking down. "Baby what's wrong?" terrence asked me grabbing my hand but I yanked it away and started crying. "Taraji you don't look all that good.." said jussie and I tried to get my needle back. "GIVE IT TO ME! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND PLEASE GIVE IT TO ME! THINGS WILL HAPPEN IF YOU DON'T I NEED THAT!" i shouted as I cried. "Ok forget that. We're leaving. Who agrees?" terrence asked everyone and they agreed. Everyone packed and they had to lock me in the bathroom because i guess they know that I'll be trying to stop me. We checked out and everyone tried to hurry and get to a plane. "I'M STAYING!" I shouted trying to get back in the car. Terrence picked me up and hunched me over my shoulder. I felt to terrible. My eyes We're puffy and everything. We had to get A private jet because they said that I'll be freaking people out by screaming on the other one. I was standing up and banging on the inside of the plane.

Terrence grabbed me and took me into the quiet area of the plane. He pinned me down and I kept trying to get free but eventually got tired and calmed down. "You stop. Relax we're going back home." He told me. "No! No I don't want to go terrence place I don't want to he's there terrence please I'm scared!" I shouted and he kissed me making me be quiet. "Shh ok? I'm going to protect you I know you're scared and I understand..but trust me..We need to go back home.." he said and i silently cried. "I know you're scared..I Can see it in your eyes..I know.." he said to me. He let me go and I turned over and just cried more. "GIVE me my needle.." I said angrily. "No! Whatever that SHIT is I'm not letting you inject it into yourself anymore.." he said shaking his head. I cried and started rocking back and forth.

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We eventually made it back and I was still crying. "Baby you've been crying for 8 hours straight. It's 2 p.m.." He said and I wiped some tears but they kept falling. Then about 30 minutes later I was all happy and stuff. Then i was excited. Then i was mad, and then I was back to sad. Everyone looked at me so oddly. We made it back to grace and trais house and my whole world fell apart more then it already was. Back at square one. Adam and everyone else that didn't know about the issues I had went back to their own homes. When we went inside everything seemed scarier then before. I cried more and terrence took me upstairs. He locked the door so that I wouldn't try to leave out and He just laid down on the bed and let out a loud breath. I felt like I was going to self destruct. I NEED to leave out of here. I NEED to get away from them and this house for their own good. "Why am I'm here?!" I asked him. "Because baby you need to be here..that vacation didn't help anything...especially Now that you're injecting yourself.." he said to me. I walked closer to him. "I said that they're not drugs!!" I shouted back at him. He looked at me and then looked away. He ran his fingers through his hair and let out a loud breath. "Taraji..." he said looking at me. "They're not!" I shouted back at him with tears in my eyes. He sighed and shook his head. "I'm not so sure that's the truth anymore.." he said to me as I gasped. "Y-you think I'm injecting drugs into myself!?" I asked him and he looked away and sighed again. "Do you terrence!? YOU THINK I'M LYING TO YOU?!" I shouted at him. "Y-you think I'm carzy?!?! You think I'm insane!!" I shouted at him. "YOU KNOW WHAT!? YEAH I THINK YOU'RE LYING! YES I THINK THERES SIEMTHING WRONG WITH YOU BECAUSE YOU NEVER USED TO ACT LIKE THIS! I KNOW WHAT HAPPEEND HUET YOU BUT YOU CAN'T HOLD ON FOREVER! IT MIGHT BE THE DRUGS YOU'RE INJECTING INTO YOURSELF MAKING YOU ACT LIKE THIS!" he shouted at me and I gasped and froze. "Ok...fine." I said angrily crying. As soon as terrence opened the door to walk out...I ran..as fast as I could. They saw me to..and ran after me. "Taraji! Where are you going?!" shouted terrence as they all ran after me. I'm going to see Adam...he'll help me...he'll keep HIM out of my mind. I hopped in a cab as fast as I could. "Take me to Woodridge grove!" I shouted quickly and the cab driver immediately started the car and sped off. I looked back at everyone as they ran to get in their car. I had the cab driver turn the corner when they didn't see and that way i lost them. I don't want them dealing with how crazy i am since they all think I do drugs. All i do is mess up stuff and act like I'm a wild animal. I'm sure that they're happy that I'm gone anyways...

I made it to Adam's house and when he opened the door I jumped in his arms. "Woah taraji what happened how did you get over here?!" he asked me But i just ignored him. I knew that the more I forgot about terrence and start a new life the happier I'll be. "I don't want terrence anymore." I said and I leaned in and kissed him. He picked me up and out me on his livingroom chest.

Apparently terrence didn't need me. And now I prove to him..that I don't need him..

TBC...