Dear diary

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Are you proud that I flinch at any sodden movement?
Are you proud that I think I'm fat?
Are you proud that I starve myself?
Are you proud I'm covered in scars?
Are you proud I cut every night?
Are you proud I believe every single name you call me?
Are you proud that I'm scared to leave my house?
Are you proud that I dread coming to school?
Are you proud I pray you don't call me out?
Are you proud?
Are you fucking proud that I'm writing my final letter?
The same letter your gonna read when I took my last breath just a few day's ago!
I hope you're proud
Because you and your friends are the reason why I don't walk the Halls
Why I don't go home
Why I dont do the things I do anymore

But will you stop after a life was taken?
Or will you carry on till another is taken?
How many life's does it take to get it though your head
Your words and actions can kill?

So many questions but hardly any answers
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