I had a little to much to drink to forget my problems
And me and my friends had a laugh
It was fun.
I was cuddling with my crush and watched a film an I drank the rest of half the bottle of smerdof in one
My friends cheering me on
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I wish I didn't even start drinking
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I began to get dizzy and a headache so I took tables...
But I didn't stop at 2...
I collapsed and my crush asked how many I took and he went into my bag to see because I couldn't remember
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26 tablets of really strong paracetamol and more alcohol
You looked upset and I regret ever doing it...You all passed it off because I was drunk but I knew what I was doing well was going to do but you stopped me
That look in your eyes made me forget the reason I wanted to die
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YOU ARE READING
dear diary I want to die
Poetrythis is the second book to save me before it's to late and it doesn't matter if you haven't read the first one because this is pretty much poems and short stories and notes. and all so what is in this book means a lot to me so please don't dis me. I...