So just a little update for everyone going through a shit time.
Yes life is a bitch not going to lie and yes I've tried to end it all. But Im so happy I didn't.
I moved from the place causeing me troubles and in a good relationship with a guy I'm head over heals in love with.
Im actually expected by a group of people and made so many friends.
Im wanted and trust me that the best feeling.
Better than running a blade of your wrists.
I'm more body confident even though I've put on so much wight but I don't care I'm happy.
Yes I still get the thoughts but I know tomorrow will be a better day.
Every day I'm growing.
Every day I have less panic attacks
For the first time in years I went to a party without feeling scared.
I'm still talking to people Because I know I still got a long road ahead and if it's better than how I feel now then omg bring it on.
I can do it
So can you
Ive been told I can come off my meds in 6 months whitch is amazing.
Trust me once your through it feels so so good.
Please don't ever give up
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dear diary I want to die
Poetrythis is the second book to save me before it's to late and it doesn't matter if you haven't read the first one because this is pretty much poems and short stories and notes. and all so what is in this book means a lot to me so please don't dis me. I...
